im a faker.
okaaaaayyyy,weird.idk how to strt.wtv,im being a big faker lately.since i fake smiles n happiness.but wtv,who cares.im kinda okay now.yeah.n i hate u PN.L BIG TIME!eff u la.soulmate tau my story kan?tu pon ta cite abes.like fish gila.even the form 5 senior ade cite abt her n her snoopid cnslng.F!u big fat liar.dah la nama je cnslng,but for god sake,U SCREAM AT ME!u freakishly scream.okey?ike wats tht huh?dah la,im nt going to other stupid cnslng again.babi-.-
i miss this girl.a lot.i even make a name tag saying *FAI LOVE ____
haha,so seeing tht nme tag heeled.fine,im stupid.hesh-.-but it've been a while since i last talked to her.and everyone say i have a crush on her,yeah rite.so called crush je lah kan?
Nor Aliya Khairul Muzammil:D
this is my soulmate:P.haha,jealous ye ppl!i love her gila2.i told her evrythng!n no she didnt even show a bit of -face-of-boredom.bgos kn?she's someone i can find senang susa.aiyaa,crappy suda.she rock bebeyh!akk,'titew ehem kmo0' en?LMAO!<3forever greatest soulmate :D
fir,fara,aisyah
.idk why.suddenly je,rindu kt korg.oke,fai is kinda sick lately.mental disorder sikit.so let it be.
i got calon pngawas.
WHAT THE FUCKKKK?haha,btol la,i thought pn.parimala was making some kind of joke ke apa.haih,i swear i jerit pagi tu.in shock la,takkan teruja.ee.ouh well,dapt dah,ta dapat takpe.im nt craving fr it.
*mouth bleed.ahhhhh,i taste blood.mulut darah lg.shittos!darah ta sedap sgt.but bole ditelan la.
wait,yeah.WHO'S THAT GIRL YG NAK MATI SGT TU?
pegi bgtau PN.L abt my prob sume apahal kau?no i dont need ur concern lah pig.MYOB!
jmpa kau,siap.
im a psychopath.no really,i really am a weirdo,maniac sikit.bt wtv.lately im being MORE psycho than ever.so macam beware je la.
i like to sing now.no,i know my voice lg worst than those frogs,bt who cares kan?im happy singing:D.the only happy thngs i can do.
ilovekakpi,
ahha,ttbe doh.:-*
byeee human.
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
suicide might do well,real well
FUCK YOU!
that is for nobody.im so so mad at everyone,like EVERY SINGLE SOUL THAT BREATH NEAR ME.so better get ur ass away from me.urgh,that's it.u dont care bout me.well i think no one really do care.so wth did i expect from you.there's no diff if im dead pon kan.THIS IS FOR EVERYONE.no one in mind.so yeah,no need shitting ur crap saying u care.I KNOW!i kept giving love,n all i keep n still gtting is HATE or NOTHING.but who the hell care kan now.im just another person.i had enough.of this shitty-empty-cruel world.I HAD ENOUGH!i believe in ppl easily,n wat do i gt in reply,FAKEEEENESSS!all u care is abt urself.once u gt wat u want,im done u cn just say bye to me aite?well guess wat?IM NOT YOUR FUCKING OBJECT U CAN PLAY AROUND.behind this stupid smile of mine,there's THOUSAND of PAIN,TEARS that are waiting any seconds to gt out.but yeah,WHO THE HELL CARE kann????im sick of people taking me as their hye-bye friend.well yeah,i know,ALL YOU PEOPLE ARE SICK N HAD IT WITH ME RIGHT!?now,enough faking,be real.say what u want to say.SEE IF I MIND NOW!
ystd,i said its my i hate u day,guess wat,its not me who's saying it.ITS EVERYONE ELSE.
i dont care if i die,so should u,
that is for nobody.im so so mad at everyone,like EVERY SINGLE SOUL THAT BREATH NEAR ME.so better get ur ass away from me.urgh,that's it.u dont care bout me.well i think no one really do care.so wth did i expect from you.there's no diff if im dead pon kan.THIS IS FOR EVERYONE.no one in mind.so yeah,no need shitting ur crap saying u care.I KNOW!i kept giving love,n all i keep n still gtting is HATE or NOTHING.but who the hell care kan now.im just another person.i had enough.of this shitty-empty-cruel world.I HAD ENOUGH!i believe in ppl easily,n wat do i gt in reply,FAKEEEENESSS!all u care is abt urself.once u gt wat u want,im done u cn just say bye to me aite?well guess wat?IM NOT YOUR FUCKING OBJECT U CAN PLAY AROUND.behind this stupid smile of mine,there's THOUSAND of PAIN,TEARS that are waiting any seconds to gt out.but yeah,WHO THE HELL CARE kann????im sick of people taking me as their hye-bye friend.well yeah,i know,ALL YOU PEOPLE ARE SICK N HAD IT WITH ME RIGHT!?now,enough faking,be real.say what u want to say.SEE IF I MIND NOW!
ystd,i said its my i hate u day,guess wat,its not me who's saying it.ITS EVERYONE ELSE.
i dont care if i die,so should u,
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
u cant imagine me,
today,blablabla.
morning,woke up 6.50 like hell,omg.haha.lateeee.blablabla,agama,ask marie to sampaikan something to fiona,last2 ta sampai.haih,da ta bole caye kt dia da la.then,normal math.recess.Lk,lit,sej gt teacher bt tanak msok klass.then EFFIN SENI!haha,almost half of the class kna demerit.including me,of course!ahh,biala.we play je :D.then this Pn.T gt problem with me,aku je dia aim-.-'''
then,ouh yea today,i jealous sgt.wait i didnt mantion it before.i have jealous issues.like gila sangat.
today i gt jealoused with or by:(initial je)
EEEEEEEEFFFFFFFFFFFFF
WHHHHHAAAAAAAIIIII
ASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
DEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
ergh,im being a psycho lately.i stare ppl and like mcm freaking out kan tht ppl.haha,sorry didnt mean it 'thhaaaat' way.i suka stare.
tmr is my
i hate u dayyyy ;)
so ppl,im just going to say i hate u,freely n easily.
stuuuppppsssss,bye la peepo.n I HATE U!
:3
so
morning,woke up 6.50 like hell,omg.haha.lateeee.blablabla,agama,ask marie to sampaikan something to fiona,last2 ta sampai.haih,da ta bole caye kt dia da la.then,normal math.recess.Lk,lit,sej gt teacher bt tanak msok klass.then EFFIN SENI!haha,almost half of the class kna demerit.including me,of course!ahh,biala.we play je :D.then this Pn.T gt problem with me,aku je dia aim-.-'''
then,ouh yea today,i jealous sgt.wait i didnt mantion it before.i have jealous issues.like gila sangat.
today i gt jealoused with or by:(initial je)
EEEEEEEEFFFFFFFFFFFFF
WHHHHHAAAAAAAIIIII
ASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
DEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
ergh,im being a psycho lately.i stare ppl and like mcm freaking out kan tht ppl.haha,sorry didnt mean it 'thhaaaat' way.i suka stare.
tmr is my
i hate u dayyyy ;)
so ppl,im just going to say i hate u,freely n easily.
stuuuppppsssss,bye la peepo.n I HATE U!
:3
so
Monday, July 13, 2009
death,im expecting u.
hello.earthling.im.faizah.
and im still learning.HAHA,like miss.G je xP
okay,i swear before opening this blog n all shit,i gt LIKE A GEZILIONNN thng to write,dah buka,im like blank gila.so im just gonna crap abt stuff tht i rmmber,okay?
oh cheer.
i tak say anythng abt cheer comp en?so it was grr-eight.i mean sume did great n all.bt they were team yg lebih great.so my school tried our best.*i still thnk sellors deserve to win **wink;))
and best thng is that,i gt my first hug *from someone* there**omg,double wink!
okay sakit mata,bnyak sgt wink.
school.
normal,total normal.nthng intresting.not even stdies,WAIT ESPECIALLY NOT STUDIES!haha,ouh yea,project.oh well i shall do it 1 day before it is suppose to b send.bagos kan?:D.wattttt,i hv bout THREE project,waktu yg sama plak tu.like wth la cikgu ni.
omg,im outta word-____________________-
wait,with kak pi permission,
fiona shazlin.(cheh,mcam nk buat biography plak.)
i like ym-ing with her,she never ignore me.she's optimist n im pessimist.so its good.i will negative everythng she said,n she'll try to make it positive bck.i like to go merajuk with her.haha.shes nice.layan-ing my emotional n all.especially when malam2,i like to crap,n i go all emo.i dont really care wat ppl want to say bout her.all i know that i like n love her.haha,ingat tu kak pi;)).she always making me to look at the bright sight over thngs,yea told u,shes optimist.n to the guy yang she like tu,u're one lucky guy okay.if u dant love her,i'll kill you,MWAHAHAHA;)))
ahh,now,habes word lg.
lets crap,
u know like sometime i cakap to ppl tht i want to die cause im tired of living.i describe it like this.im alone,n my heart is taken out but im still alive,u put my heart at a railway n the train is non-stop,the link between my heart n me is still there,its like an endless pain.after one train,another will come.though there's a pause after every train.the heavier the train,the more i wanted to let go of my heart,but i just cant.so people,when i say i wanna die,im not kidding.
and yeah,thnks kak diana.tulis nama fai.i love u too
erm,dah la,bye bye baybieee :-*
and im still learning.HAHA,like miss.G je xP
okay,i swear before opening this blog n all shit,i gt LIKE A GEZILIONNN thng to write,dah buka,im like blank gila.so im just gonna crap abt stuff tht i rmmber,okay?
oh cheer.
i tak say anythng abt cheer comp en?so it was grr-eight.i mean sume did great n all.bt they were team yg lebih great.so my school tried our best.*i still thnk sellors deserve to win **wink;))
and best thng is that,i gt my first hug *from someone* there**omg,double wink!
okay sakit mata,bnyak sgt wink.
school.
normal,total normal.nthng intresting.not even stdies,WAIT ESPECIALLY NOT STUDIES!haha,ouh yea,project.oh well i shall do it 1 day before it is suppose to b send.bagos kan?:D.wattttt,i hv bout THREE project,waktu yg sama plak tu.like wth la cikgu ni.
omg,im outta word-____________________-
wait,with kak pi permission,
fiona shazlin.(cheh,mcam nk buat biography plak.)
i like ym-ing with her,she never ignore me.she's optimist n im pessimist.so its good.i will negative everythng she said,n she'll try to make it positive bck.i like to go merajuk with her.haha.shes nice.layan-ing my emotional n all.especially when malam2,i like to crap,n i go all emo.i dont really care wat ppl want to say bout her.all i know that i like n love her.haha,ingat tu kak pi;)).she always making me to look at the bright sight over thngs,yea told u,shes optimist.n to the guy yang she like tu,u're one lucky guy okay.if u dant love her,i'll kill you,MWAHAHAHA;)))
ahh,now,habes word lg.
lets crap,
u know like sometime i cakap to ppl tht i want to die cause im tired of living.i describe it like this.im alone,n my heart is taken out but im still alive,u put my heart at a railway n the train is non-stop,the link between my heart n me is still there,its like an endless pain.after one train,another will come.though there's a pause after every train.the heavier the train,the more i wanted to let go of my heart,but i just cant.so people,when i say i wanna die,im not kidding.
and yeah,thnks kak diana.tulis nama fai.i love u too
erm,dah la,bye bye baybieee :-*
Thursday, July 2, 2009
free fall
hey peepo!
lama tggal this stuff en?kay,updating.wait,Wat was i going to write again?
pesss,bodo.i always frgt.
anith.
ouh yea,hari tu anith datang!awwww,lama didnt see her.i mean like LAMA GILA!rindu,first she mcam dont know me.then i say ''ingat tak?"she teros grab me and angkat me-.-.tht girl is energetic.she is so skinnayh:S.i love her!i tak habes2 hug her.haha,lpas rindu.and then dah tu nk blah dah she said,"bye budak umbrella"sheshhhh,bcause of my hair,dia pon gt ask why i cut my hair.hehe:D
then wednesday ta dtg,my perot saket gila okey.hesh=.=
erm,today ada cheer pract.kak na ada.she baik juga.ask my name n all.haha.okay then kan.i was turning my blurr n moody face.i was bored i tell u!then kak min came to me.dia ddok la beside me.first she talk to kak amy.blablabla.then kak amy blah,so she talk to me.rindu dia:(.stupid-.-'.she pegang2 my hair, n said i should nipiskan.yeah,i know.macam helmet u know.cept UGLIER!.then,blablabla.balek.ruma tido.
whaiiiii,emmmmm(ym)
just now i chatted with kak pi.i cakap smthng,tht will gt me into 8 times of pinch,ouch!(hiding from kak pi)but true,im sooo emo these day.i take ppls word srsly.idk wats wrong wth me.:S
haih-.-".
H1N1.
days by days,mny ppl are wearing mask in school.n no nvr ever expect me to wear it.cause I WANT THAT H1N1!so can die faster!haha,choiii!.bt serious wey,easier way to die.
kak mera,she's soo my cinapek!haha,dah la suka raba org pnya toot*.well,i din gve back her nme tag:P
autograph book.
my autograph book,maken lama mken full with LOVE.yg dah sign,kak fiona,kak yazmine,kak diana,kak aliya,amandaT,kak yummy,cuna,anis,n i dah ta ingat sape la en.kak mera is signing now.after this?guessguessguess=P
cheer comp.
idk,no cmmnt.wtv pon,GO SELLORS!n GENESIS la.n blablabla,lame ppl giving wish so yidiyidi yadaaaa.
my result.
mid term was sooo,stupid!i gt number 10.with ONLY 3A,n 2B.others were ALL,i repeat ALL C.my mom n dad was sooo furious.im grounded.dieeeeeee x(
love,
fai.fckng.fntstc
lama tggal this stuff en?kay,updating.wait,Wat was i going to write again?
pesss,bodo.i always frgt.
anith.
ouh yea,hari tu anith datang!awwww,lama didnt see her.i mean like LAMA GILA!rindu,first she mcam dont know me.then i say ''ingat tak?"she teros grab me and angkat me-.-.tht girl is energetic.she is so skinnayh:S.i love her!i tak habes2 hug her.haha,lpas rindu.and then dah tu nk blah dah she said,"bye budak umbrella"sheshhhh,bcause of my hair,dia pon gt ask why i cut my hair.hehe:D
then wednesday ta dtg,my perot saket gila okey.hesh=.=
erm,today ada cheer pract.kak na ada.she baik juga.ask my name n all.haha.okay then kan.i was turning my blurr n moody face.i was bored i tell u!then kak min came to me.dia ddok la beside me.first she talk to kak amy.blablabla.then kak amy blah,so she talk to me.rindu dia:(.stupid-.-'.she pegang2 my hair, n said i should nipiskan.yeah,i know.macam helmet u know.cept UGLIER!.then,blablabla.balek.ruma tido.
whaiiiii,emmmmm(ym)
just now i chatted with kak pi.i cakap smthng,tht will gt me into 8 times of pinch,ouch!(hiding from kak pi)but true,im sooo emo these day.i take ppls word srsly.idk wats wrong wth me.:S
haih-.-".
H1N1.
days by days,mny ppl are wearing mask in school.n no nvr ever expect me to wear it.cause I WANT THAT H1N1!so can die faster!haha,choiii!.bt serious wey,easier way to die.
kak mera,she's soo my cinapek!haha,dah la suka raba org pnya toot*.well,i din gve back her nme tag:P
autograph book.
my autograph book,maken lama mken full with LOVE.yg dah sign,kak fiona,kak yazmine,kak diana,kak aliya,amandaT,kak yummy,cuna,anis,n i dah ta ingat sape la en.kak mera is signing now.after this?guessguessguess=P
cheer comp.
idk,no cmmnt.wtv pon,GO SELLORS!n GENESIS la.n blablabla,lame ppl giving wish so yidiyidi yadaaaa.
my result.
mid term was sooo,stupid!i gt number 10.with ONLY 3A,n 2B.others were ALL,i repeat ALL C.my mom n dad was sooo furious.im grounded.dieeeeeee x(
love,
fai.fckng.fntstc
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