Unbelievable truth.

Haii.

Hm, ...
So um,I'm sad.

I don't know why,but like everyone is leaving me. Like everyone is drifting off. My besfriend,you , then you. Now you. Ergh. WHY DO YOU GUYS HATE ME ?! I like to be tegur for what i have done. Rather than be ignored and not knowing why. WHY ARE YOU ALL LEAVING ME AT THE SAME TIME. I hate this. I'm pathetic. I'm a fat pathetic loser. I don't have both of my bestfriends dah. How sad life can be.

And in this house,I like to jump around and be happy. But all my sisters do is be BORING. And they think i'm annoying. See how sad that is ? ): Even the only people I have don't want me.

Urgh,I have myself for all i cares.

If you guys wanna leave so bad,then just go. K ?

OR maybe it's just my hormones. Hm.

I need time,no seriously.

Hello living people of the earth :'D

The weekend was spent by going back to my hometown. Tired and exhausting as per usual. Got back and had Subway (:

Tomorrow,Anis and Narisa are coming over. Haaaa :D And like i don't know whart to dooooo ~

On tuesday ,there's this hari keluarga thgy,sumpah malas kay -.- Ergh.

ANNNNDDDDDD on Wednesday,I'll be going over to my cousin's :'D Like yayyers ! Haha,miss em' . Will spend my whole week there i guess. Till Sunday. Ahhh :)

BUUUTTTTT,i wanna go out with Narisa :( Hmp,time is certainly not my friend now.

AI KANOT SELIP

It's 2.42. :/

AANNNNDDDDDDD i'm dead hungry. I'm always hungry. Never been so full. Except that one time i was really full. Then,i puked. God i puked so bad,it's like I've never puke before. Haah. I got some food at the back i guess. But so lazy :/ And there's not many food pun :( Mommy didn't buy the groceries yet.

TOMORROW,i'll be going back to my hometown :D MMHHMMMM (: There's a wedding. Gonna meet my cousins. aww :3 I miss them badly. So now I absolutely have nothing to do. And still am hungry. My sisters are all asleep. I have no friend :/ I wish i have a car and i can drive i would just start the engine and head down to my friend's house and then went for a drive-thru ;D That would be so fun , yes ?

I am so out of word to write,so goodbye.

P/s: I LOVE RAAAIIIINNAAAAAAAAAAAAAA <3

This is me,haunting you down.

HAII :D

SO anywaaaaaaay,I went out on Monday to KLCC :B It was a nice outing. Went with Ranina,Kamisah and Syairah loser. Mhmm (: Had Mcd,then at movie had hot dog . Watched Megamind. HIHI,awesome kay. Then had starbucks. Theeeeen,had lasagna at San Francisco. So nice. Then head home (:

On Tuesday,Anis asked me out. Went pavi (:

Slept till 4 in the evening on Wednesday.

On Thursday pula went to Curve with Fir,Gaya,Nad,Rya,Mia,Cha,Farah and Sof. Watched Rapunzel. The hero is so handsome ,Mmmm ;) And Rapunzel's hair is so purdy. I know it's animated. Still nice anyway. Had Tutti Fruitti too ! So naiz. Thanks to Fir's dad for sending there,and Aisyah's dad for sending us back home. On the ride back home,me ,Fir and Fara slept in the car. T'was so cute kay :') HIHI

And now,it's friday. And I am going to have a subway . BABAIII :D

HAIIHAII

So ..uh HAII :D

- I went to Pavillion with Anis and Narisa :'D
-Saturday and Sunday went to a camp with the school. T'was my first camp. Luckily I have Amy,Naz and Tira there too (:
-Monday I went out with Naz,Tira and Amy . (yes,them again )
-Wednesday, DADDY GOT BAAAACK ! (: He told me so much story about Hajj and Mecca.

And now I'm waiting for Monday. Going out to KLCC maybe ? Hopefully.
Oh and result. My results is so farney. 1A6B and a freaking D. Stupid maths. Btw i have so much Babi. B is for babi that's good enough for mee ~ Haha,kayh. I'm hungry. So hungry :/

OH DEAR GOD

Oh Almighty God,i love you. You really did test me now. I SKINNED MY KNEES. God ;( Okay a tat bit dramatic lah tu kan. But yeah,it hurts. Haven't skinned my knees since like .. wait when was the last time anyways ? Ah. This is all Narisa's fault. We raced again each other and.. gosh -.- PEDIH NYA YA TUHAN D: My elbow too. Oh and I lick my bleeding palm and it tasted.. AWESOME. HIHI <3

Not a happy post.

My life sucks now. Nothing actually make me smiles.

1.Money
I have no money. I hate this. Why did ayah have to go. Why did ayah ever believe me with all that money. You gave my 6 weeks allowance to me. And you left. After 14 years of knowing me ayah,how can you not know i will not have money after only a few weeks. Now,i suffer while seeing people eat. Gosh :/

2.Friends.
Hey guys. I know like maybe i don't mean much or i mean too much till you guys are doing this to me,or rather us. I don't know bout others. But seriously,i'm sorry. I act foolishly. I did a mistake,that i,myself not proud of okay ? I felt bad. I do. Im sorry,if you guys felt ashamed of me for being like this. I WILL TRY TO CHANGE. I promise you that okay ? I will try. All I hope now is for you guys to accept me back,and act like normal. I don't want us to be like this ;(

3.Ayah.
Ayah,I miss you. I know how much i have said that i will get excited without you for such long periods of time. But when you're not here daddy,i sinned a lot ;( All this while,if you're here,i will think of you and that conscious came to me. But you left for a good reason kan ? I pray for you in every prayer. Allah loves you more than I do.

4.R,A,S AND N.

Dear R,

I know,somehow that you like me. It's pretty obvious i guess. Haha,you're a really a good friend. I like to be your friend. And that is all for now. Just to be clear okay ? What we did was nothing. Okay,not to say nothing,but yeah we will never be more than just GOOD friend okay ? Im so sorry. You're cute though. Haha,

Dear A,

You are so nice. And so loyal. I know you like me. You told me that since day 1. I kinda have that feeling too for you. But im not sure if i should build thgat feeling or let it be or even make them go away. We're so far away. With the age distance and all. You're cute. I like how you care so much about a loser like me. You're awesome kay ? And cute. I like you too. But im not sure where this is going. Im sorry,

Dear S,

I don't know what to say about you. You were suppose to mean something to me. But you don't care much about me. I'm not sure ,what are we now ? I really don't have feelings for you. I tried. But you failed me. But i don't want to feel guilty again. I've learned from my mistakes before. So im just going to let this situation into your hands okay ? Im sorry for not bothering. Im sorry.

Dear N,

I hate you the most okay. Of all people. You make me fell hard for you,and you just left. AND YOU ACT LIKE NOTHING EVER DID HAPPEN. You have the nerve to this to me. I have hurt so much. I thought you were the one who's gonna at least add the laughter,excitements and smiles in my shitloads of crap life of mine. But no,now you just add the misery to it. I don't know what's your problem. This is not funny. I have so much FIRST with you. I can even say my FIRST LOVE. At least,i thought it was. You lied. I sound pathetic but it doesn't matter anymore. How strong,how careless i could have seen on the outside. Trust me,it's not real. You break me on the inside. Things happened aite ? You can go on with your life and I will have nothing to do with it. But one day you'll see me on the sidewalks,i swear if you let me lay my eyes on you all i ever wanted to do is break you with my bare hands. So i'll be as fake as i can be,that is to act happy. Okay baby ? (:

AND TO D,C, WHICHEVER CHEAP PPL ON FB AND WHEREVER.
Good god can you guys please,please please stop disturbing me ?! This is getting annoying -.-

5. Exams.
So ,exams up to this point is going great ? I got the highest mark for living skills in my group. Mind you,i got the stupid group so tyeah it is still so low. Haha. MATHEMATIC PAPER 2. I was literally shaking when teacher was giving out the paper okay ? My marks was okay :'D I failed bfo,so yeah this was somewhat an improvement. SCIENCE AGAMA ENGLISH AND SEJARAH. Im gnna eat your guts out next week. Haha,wish me luck people ! Thanks.

6.NARISA FERINA

My best friend that have cared so much about me. So much. We care and love each other more than couples kay ? Best friend. I now know what bestfriend are like. They came to your house,brings you food cause you said you were hungry and you were sick. Yes you could cook the chicken a bit longer ,AHA :P But yeah. Who filled your evening with talks. Who never gets tired of you. Gives you loads of advice. But doesnt push you too much. Just enough. Words can't describe her. She's more awesome than candy. Maybe not but still HAHA :P She's there when im down and she's also there when i'm waaay up. She's wise. She always advice me to make a wise decisions. She's a great person :') She never fails to make me laugh without even trying. Yes,sometimes i look like a fool laughing by myself -.- I LOVE YOU NARISA FERINA ,my awesomely retarded friend

Yours truly,
Faizah Hassan .

Hurt

now i know we said things, did things, that we didn’t mean
and we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
but your temper’s just as bad as mine is, you’re the same as me
when it comes to love you’re just as blinded
baby please come back, it wasn’t you, baby it was me
maybe our relationship isn’t as crazy as it seems
maybe that’s what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
all i know is i love you too much to walk away though
come inside, pick up the bags off the sidewalk
don’t you hear sincerity in my voice when i talk?
told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball
next time i’m pissed ill aim my fist at the drywall
next time there won’t be no next time
i apologize even though i know its lies
i’m tired of the games i just want her back

ENOUGH SAID.

HARHAR

So hello,im writing this w my phone. HIHI. Too malas to go to laptop or pc. Headache. Anyway...um. Kay,idk what to write :/

I miss you. Yes you.

I'm here.

So hello blogspot. It have been a while now. Sorry i go curang to tumblr xD Haha,nah. Tumblr is all about reblogging lah. HAHA.

Anyways, went ou today. And KL yesterday. Spent my money on unnecessary stuff. Ah,regret.

Raya is so around the corner. I dnt have the semangat AT ALL. Kay,maybe a bit.

bitchbitchbitch.

Im bored. I bleed twice this month. Yes of all month,RAMADHAN JUGA -.-

Awesome,i like you ;)

PUASA IS HERE.

Haha,hello.
So yesterday Dayna came over and we played and camwhored and such ;D Athirah was suppose to come too,but she cant :/ Had fun anyways <3

ANYWAY,as our month of fasting is like this wedn I would like to do a list things i would eat on Tuesday. MHM (:
-Gnna come damn early and eat nasi lemak and kuey teow(or however you spell it ) .
-RECESS ! Gnna eat from chinese and nasi with two red chickens,AHH <3
-Balik time gnna grab some keropok lekor and one of those jelly. OH AND MASH POTATO. Or kentang lembik2 dengan kuah as i may once say it -.-
-Going to sm and eat -GCB
-Spicy chicken mcdeluxe
-Choc milk shake
-Cheesy wedges with extra cheese
-Choc indulgence from secret recipe
-Slurpee
-Sushi (KOT)
-HOME and eat maggi kari.

After all that im guessing im gnna die of too much food. HAHA,nah. But yeah HIKHIK CANT WAIT. This all will happen with diana and thira as per usual. Teman me kayh guys ? (; I love you two so much :')

Pop cherry pop !

On friday I lepak-ed at sm. And like we were making bubble gums. MINE WAS THE BIGGEST ;D well thats cause i have like 3 gums. HAHA,alya was actually the biggest. Mira's one terbesar sangat and when it pops terkena her spects all ! HAHA.

You make me feel like im living a teenage dream

Hello. Its saturday. And tmr's sunday. Eeeee -.- CAN I HAVE LONG HOLIDAYS LIKE,NOW !?

Anyway,went to watch sorcerer's apprentice with Thara .
Well,the whole idea was cause like thara really wants to see Toby dude. Which only appear sekejap -.- Then went my house. Had fun (:

AND YOU KNOW WHAT. My gigi is like rosak. Gosh,i bet that school nurse will be like so violent. Ahh,daii. Have mercy.

Im bored.

Hot Like Mexico

Friday:
Schhol was..boring ? HAHA. Went sm with dayna,tira and kamisah. Ate like Johnnys , Mcd and KFC. Bnyak kan ? I know. Diana ah ni :P

SABTUDAY;
Omg. Had fun. Really ? Haha,tiring actually. Like VERY. Early morning i have to get ready fr performance. Then blablabla. Ate a lil. Go here go there. See this ppl saw that ppl. Jumpa kakpi ! Aww,rindu :') Then balik . Kakna sent me back. HEEEE :D

Ahad:
Rearrange room. Got more space now (:

Monday:
Sch hols. Went Mid Valley. Best :D Went and see Despicable Me,not laaah that best pun -.- Shop here,shop there. And lalalaalal ~ Then dah balik :D

Oh,finally

Hey,went Curve and all around there lah kan.
With Anis , Adlinur and Amalina <3
So fuun (:
Watched eclipse. And tyeah.
Waiting for pictures now :B

Omg after so long i didnt blog,now feels like so pelik kan ? By blog i mean write this kind of stuffs. And omg idk why i hate tumblr. Cause i just dont like lah. Hmp :/

Yesterday was suppose to go to Afiqah's. So menyesal now :/

Grawrh

I like to hold your hand.
The warmth ♥
Ahh,I like you ;D

You.

You,

I like how you smiled.
I like how you eat.
I like how you talk.
I like how you say things.
I like how you smiled.
I like how you get nervous.
I like how you wave your hands.
I like how you laughed.
I like how you cared.
I like how you know stuffs.
I like how you think you're weird.
I like how you talks a lot.
I like how you walk.
I like how you get excited over stuffs.
I like your hair.

I like you.
That wouldnt change i guess.

Rumors

Rumors said it.

*call me a stalker and expect me to not know what all of you have been saying ? AHA,NICE .

HAYLO.

HELLO BLOGGY BABY (:
Today,woke up and went to ikea. Had meatballs ;D Went back and sent my sister to Seremban. Had cendol,NICE (Y) Then went mamak and had mee goreng with chickeeen ;D Then had sunday ice cream. HEHE. And now im hungry again. Hah -.- I cried today,cause mommy was rushing and i didnt get to buy any candies ;(

WORLD,OMG HAII :D

SABTUDAY :
Went to take my report card. Damn scary. Oh,you know what ? I cant take my report card till i pergi jumpa guru disiplin. God dammmmnnnn -.- Then jumpa CC. She said im nice actually ;D I HAVE FIFTY-FREAKING-SIX demerits. Go daii. Then ambik my report card. My tcher said im smart actually,im just too lazy. She said she knows i'll get straight As IF i want. Haha,yolah cikgu -.- MY MOM FREAKED OUT with my maths result,that she is now forcing me to do 1 exercise per day. I can diee -.-

____________________________________________________
Stupid faggy brother,you're nt even freaking better than us kayh ? Who do you think you are ? I know,some stupid faggy chicken who hits girl. WEAK ! Daddy gave us a long lecture about him. How one should ignore idiotic person so others wont be confuse on who's the idiotic one (: Daddy said he'll tcare of us sisters but all my bros can gth dah. Okay he didnt said that lah. Bt somewhat (: OKAY,thats a first. Really,we never did have thaat kind of conversation bfo. Awkward :/

You're my heart heart heart breaker.

Hello.
Its the time of the month gosh -.-

Anyway,we had this 'Hari Koperasi'. FUN ! I heard a few time ppl saying 'Hari-hari macam ni best kan !?' HAHA. Almost all stall habis ! I tak makan pun :( My fault pun,kayh ~

MY RESULT IS DAMN TERUK ONE ! I hope my dad wont be there. Pray with me now,*amin*

MTV world stage tix is fkin hard to get kay ? I think i shed a tear just now,HAHAAH. Damn you mtv -.- Katy Perry,wait for me kay ? I'll come ,i swear if i can get the tix kay baby ? D;

I wish baby,

I wanna be your girlfriend so fucking bad
Do all the things i never did
I wanna be on the cover of your facebook album
Smiling next to each other happily :)

Oh every time I close my eyes
I see your face in shining lights
A different city every night we go
I swear the world better prepare
For when I’m your girlfriend.

HAHAHAAHAHAH ;D

You,yes you .

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed
Sing like a bird
Dizzy in my head
Spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold
Buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh you make me smile :)

You also make me jumps 129376182751 times ! :D

super duper cute

You got me where you want me
Cause I'll do anything to please you
Just to make it through...
Another year

You, I saw you across the room
And I knew that this was gonna
Blossom into something beautiful.
You're beautiful.

Baby, I love you
I never want to let you go
The more I think about,
The more I want to let you know...
That everything you do,
Is super fucking cute
And I can't stand it.

HEE ;D

OMG THE ADKLAGHDDADUJQDK !?!?

OMG,EMO SHIT WEY MY HAIR !

HAII :D
It is like 7pm. I woke up at 4pm yesterday and havent slept since then. Thats like 29 hours.
Mindfucked weh -.-
But if i sleep now,Im afraid i wont be awake till like esok pagi !?! D:

The possibilities that you would ever feel the same way about me,just too much. Why do i keep running from the truth ? All i ever think about is you. You make me dance like a fool,forget how to breath,just the thought of you could drive me wild. Cause this feeling,it comes naturally. You're all i ever wanted and my arms are open wide. Tell me how to win your heart,for i havent got a clue. I dont know what to do,im always in the dark. I really need you tonight,forever's gonna start tonight.
This is how i feel .

Mash up ! Kudos for those who can guess the song :)

HOMG

Likes you very much. Very very very much kay ?
I know i cant have you,
but at least i can see you...
EVERYDAY :')

Nerds

On Monday me went to Curve with Gaya,Fir,Kong,Sof and Mia :)
Watched A-TEAM which is so freaking gewd,Yes GOOD -.-
Haha. Had fun really :)

And on wednesday,had brunch(we want to have breakfast actually,but waktu Malaysia maah (HEHE) at kopitiam tu with kak yott dayna,tee,kak la and nisa :)
Haha,finally rasa kak yott drive ! :D


And today which is Thursday,(YES OMFG THURSDAY ALREADY !?!? )
Went to OU with AnisTharaAdFirAisyahKongAmiraEmee and Xia yi :)
Had fun.

Remember this ?

In memory of;2009

TELL ME YOU MISS THIS !
Cause I do,I really really do :'(
How time flies,how we're kinda being ignorant to each other.

kitty purry goes meoww :]

OMG,HAHA.
So bored baby.
ME LAFF YAH KATY PERRY ! ♥

Places&Faces

Elyssa !

Went Ikano and had sushi. Jalanjalan and all with Kakpi and lisa :D



Ooh,THANKS KAKPI FOR THE CHOCOLATE :D
I love you very very much :')♥

Hello hello baby

Hello.
Sorry for the lack of updates. I think that if I update too much,my blog will be very boring. Its not like everyone is waiting for your updates yknow.
Anyways,school holidays are here =) Not planning on a vacation or what,just some hangouts.
Which also means,my mid-term is over. I've given my best,trust me. ut after checking a few of my paper 1,my hopes were shattered ;/ But its over,its not like i can turn back time or something. So tyeah,

Oh,today i watched KILLERS with dear beloved Firzana.
Went there with sister and her boyf.
The movie was funny. Ashton kutcher's body was beautiful <3 It was nice =)
Then my another sister's boyf took me back ,god he's hot ;)
He's a gleek ! We were singing in his car. Yes he got the glee collection :P Comeeel !

And tmr,I'll be alone. Eeee >:(

I dont gve a fck

So,er.
School have been like crap. Stupid tcher. STUPID STUPID STUPID D:<
You dnt go and make a student cry okay ? That is just like,so mean :'(
Or maybe im too weak ?
STUPID DEMERIT,STUPID STUPID STUPID.
AND FUCK NO I DID NOT CHEAT YOU DUMBFUCK,I DID NOT OKAY.
WHAT PART OF DID NOT DONT YOU UNDERSTAND.
Awh,fuck you.

BING

Hello.
So week went okay okay *shake hands liddat.
Skipped school on monday and thursday. Why ? Cause malas lah -,- And that makes ELEVEN days of being absent. BANYAKNYA :O

Today,got up and thinking to go or not to go to school. Dilemma much :/ End up going -.-
But today was okay lah ;D Maths in the morning was fuun. Daniella taught me and i decided to stay back with her on monday cause she teaches me so well :') I still love you Ling ! :)
Then Geo. Learned a lot lot lot ! Bm and kh like normal.

SM with Kak Dilla,Dayna and Alia. Lepak and all.
Saw Kak Aliyott too :P Lawa rambutss !
Then Kak Yaz hantar me back home,YES I SURVIVED ! >:D

Played basketballs in the evening,sweat like shites !

Tj came and have a few drinks.Then rumah.

Now watching hairspray ! :D

clueless

Im confuse. Abt life. Im not suppose to be like this. Im not. Im drifting away. I used to be a nice kid. Yknow the one you see and know that shes a nice kid ? Now,even when i've done nothing wrong people says Im bad,how pathetic,i know .
I dont know what to do with my family problems. I really really cant do this alone. Im weak. Too much happening. They can act like nothing is wrong,but i know deep inside my egoist family members,we are all hurt. Well,i know i am. Its not fair. This is not fair for me. Im only fourteen for god's sake. I cant handle going to school and people just assume im bad,like how am i suppose to change with that kind of push ? I do have feelings, i do. Maybe i laughed when people make fun of me,but trust me you do not know how i felt deep inside. Its like knowing im not good enough. I have to keep telling myself that no one is perfect. I fake smiles a lot. I cant remember the last time i actually felt happy yknow. I dont know who to trust,who to love. Cause i keep trusting people and telling them abt my problems,but some of them dont really care and some of them glad it happened.
But like Kakpi said, when i have harungi all this now,I'll be a much stronger person in the future.
Kak yott also said,happiness will come,I just have to be a bit more patient.
I just have to wish a better for tomorrow aite ?

Gee

Hey hoes,

Reasons why i hate Monday:
-bertugas to sweep the floor -.-
-assembly
-Oh,nais bertugas for canteen too -.-
-Last period is History,TWO FKNG PERIODS.

Yes i do sleep and yes my name gt called for like a dozen times a day =.=
And yesterday is tuesday,we have to go back at 2 which is lambat and so tiring you know ! I slept during science.

And today is wednesday,and koko is the highlight for the day. I hate krs. Hate them :B PAI is so fun :D like fuuuuuuuuun ! I had a boob grabbing session with naz and sofea. But naz paling susah,bcause tak ada benda nak grab pun xD

damnation

Hello.
I Faizah Hassan is not happy. WHY ?

• I got detention class for god knows why :(
• I was caught in a fight with that fker,and all the prefects knew abt it -.-
• I DO NOT WANT TO ACT IN LABU LABI AS LABU.like wtf muchhh.
• I gain 1 kg this week,DAMMIT >:(
• My nose is blocked. Im like a retarded duck who cant pronounce the word 'M'
  

• My hair is growing and its in the stage of being retarded. Yknow when its really short its okay,its long its okay,but when its in the middle,NO ITS NOT OKAY !

So tyeah -.-

But im quite happy and touch with my classmate (SOME OF THEM) ,they so love me and care about me :') Especially Ling,Thisha,Nethyaa,Jeannie and sape tah. But sometime i felt like slapping their face, f annoying !

doofs

You,
Though i dont write yr name (bcause im lazy to answer all those ppl's questions nanti) Im quite sure you WILL know who you are.
First of all,
you wanna say SHE's the one whos not consistent,and nw you your-fkng-self saying "oh tday im like this,i can chnge tmr,i can like ths ppl tmr,bla..." HYPOCRITE.
Secondly,
you wanna say SHE's the one who stalks you,while all im seeing nw is yre the fkng one whos stalking her.
Thirdly ,
I think yre like the most obsessive person ive ever met kayh. Anythng abt her you will go and say "oh i went and blablala with HER .." And you said ppl are obsess with you.
and you even think I MY-FKNG-SELF is obsess with you -.-
AND,
you wanna say "oh im old enough,i know all these kind of stuffs,acts of an immature child.." but wanna knw smthng? NO YRE NOT THAT SMART,and fuck no i dont even think yre mature enough. YOU ARE EMBARRASSING. You lie too much. You dnt undertand hw the fkng universe works anymore now.
OH AND,
YOU.ARE.RETARDED. and no,not like cutely retarded,fkng embarrassing retarded.
Lastly,
can't you see im just fkng using you :)

Thank you very much,you can f off if you want to. And stay as you please,but i wont please you.

burst

Haih,

I felt lonely again now,
no one understands.
I bet you guys been like this bfore :/

cracks

Hello babey :)
Went school. Had Seni in the morning,full of nothingness -.- Then PJK! where Pn.R was absent and kisyho remind me abt my maths hwork ! :O I didnt do my works since... SEVEN April,which is fking long and fkng loads. So did thaaat till like the 8th period,GOSH !

Then,sent it,and guess what,TCHER DIDNT EVEN WANT IT, fkahs !

Koko -.-
talked with naz in kadet. A lot lot lot:D
And si Dilla asmara mengamuk just nw like whoaaa :|
Then,talked with miraa in Seni dan kebudayaan .
And kak yaz fkng langgar me,yes,LANGGAR me with A CAR. babi kau ! :P
it actually hurts :/

And daddy actually wash the dishes :O But then he broke a glass,MY FAV GLASS D:
ergh,
kbaii !

Sugar

Adussa baby ;)

Sugar,Dont ever cry like that to me again okay? Im worried of course :(
I felt like crying when you cried to me.
Get over him,he so dont deserve you.
Thngs happened honey.
Thnk abt yr happy times,stop worrying so much kayh?
Please please,take care of yourself ,
Faii love you <3

xoxo,

Feeling lucky today

Hello dear world ! :D

Skipped school cause im just cool liddat.

HAHA,naah. I gt darn gastric. Then drank tea and its all better,a bit I mean. I can still feel the pain. I wont eat the medicine cause YOU HAVE TO CHEW IT. I knw like wtf kaaan?

So then,kak yaz bawak me and tj to bfast.

KAK YAZ TAK PAKAI BRA :O ( :P )

And kak yaz is one killer driver. Never naik with her,EVER!

Theen,kakpi ask me to join her for sushi,though I only had them yesterday with dayna,dilla,tira and kamisa.
So kakpi picked me up and went sushi with kakyaz(again -.-) ica and her sister :)
theeeeen,me and kakpi lepak di dalam kereta. At first ingat nak pergi Yott's house,but she's out -.-
So then went my house and lepak and talk. Then she went and picked elyssa up. NAK IKUT. But cant. So bye :)

So yeah,being absent today from school is FUN 8D

P/s:YOTT BILA MAU BAWAK NAIK KERETA PULA ? :P

ambush

B O O M!
Im bored,obviously.

Life been okay i guess. Cried a little smile a little. Everything is even now. Friends help. Sisterss helps too.

Oh and I been reading this book titled "P/S:I LOVE YOU". Very sure that all of you are very familiar with the book or movie. Its a GEWWD book i'll say! i cant stop reading. Haha.

I WANNA GO ICE SKATING NEXT WEEK >:( IDC!

*btw,from now on imma post a fact about me at the end of every post!
Here's today:

I cant eat chocolate too much. Apart from the fact that i dislike it,i will have a headache and literally pass out. I only eat white chocolate!

shake that thang,

Hello dear fellow readers :)
Had school like normal. Got demerit for being noisy at the staircase by dear beloved discipline teacher :')
Then,Tj took me from school and went OU. Ate nandos and...? Oh,balik lah then -.-

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Yesterday was SOFEA ANIS and CHELSEA OON's birthday :D
Went sm with Dayna,tira and few more ppl. And have sushi,like bnyaaaak,and now i want ebi tempura D:

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Theeeen,on Sunday,went sm for ideeekaay?
Chit-chatted with kawan baik in the fitting room :D
Iloveyoutira <3

mellow

Im so mad at ayah for not letting me go,
bawak aku keluar selalu pun malas,nk bg permission pun malas.dont ask me mana aku dapat penyakit malas lah -.-

Haneeeyways,
i went to sm and get my tummy some sushi,secret recipe's cake,thai tomyam and of crse Mcd coke <3>

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MERA HASERAN SYG!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALYA KHALID!

pretty people live

ahhh *drools,

I have nothing to blog,uncool man uncool.
..
.......
*moments later*
I went sm just nw with Dayna and kakla and thira ._.
Kak la is sho bimbo :P
then bowling with Tj,
then home,and :'( FML,

Thanks Darlaaaaa ;)

i was wrong,DEAD wrong

Hello :D
I GT ANOTHER FUH-REA-KING offense,sialpukimakbabiharam betul ah!
And now i have three. Plus demerits lagi. MALAS NAK PERGI DC >:(

Btw,this morn assembly time,miss Goh was talking about something.
Then she said "Like Tiger Wood,he failed his sex life,"
and Ling told me that Miss Goh is wrong. She said that Tiger Wood is ENJOYING his sex life. He is using his sex life to the fullest!
I LAUGHED SO HARD I TELL YA! xD

AND WE DIDNT STUDY A THANG!
science:tcher meeting
bm:tcher was away o.o
sivik:tcher didnt want to teach,since we dah terlalu lajuuu
bi and sej:CERAMAH!

so tyeah -.-

AND STUPID RACIST TCHER! Damn you. You have no fkng right to call a girl "hey you dark colored indian girl,yeah you.yre so dark and blablabla" WTFLYNGFCK!? cikgu pun macam ni kan sekarang? I knw that shes darker than a normal indian BUT STILL, -.-''

More than i need,

Why are you doing this to me? Stop ignoring or at least tell me why.
Cause you know i really do miss you ;(
STOP.THE.TORTURE.PLEASE



"And I can't think of anybody else
Who I hate to miss as much as I hate missing you"

shitloads

Im bored and im tired of life.
I need another couple weeks of holiday,yeapp -.-
My homework is like omagaahhhhh :O
idk what happen,tahu tahu je dah banyak.
this school is sick i tell yah,SICK. -.-
enough with the offense,demerits, oh and locking us up on koko day.and on April they'll start detention class,urghhh -.-
Im like a zombie,going around my class,sleeping,doing works,looking at those teachers,EEE EEE EEE!

Oh and daddy says he's gonna treat us for his birthday. But he said if he was going to treat dinner we just gonna get full and poop thats all. And i was lika o.O So what do you wanna treat us then dad? How bout this,give me money,easy :D

SHIT COMPOSITION ESSAY!
BYEEE!

randomdidum

I miss katy perry, HEE :D
and listening to mannequin make me go AHHH :P
and its SUNDAY LIKE EFF I TELL YOU EFF!
i hate school,i hate the people in it,i hate the old people in it,i hate the smell of stupid cheap perfume worn by those old people,i bringing those fuckloads of books,i hate standing,i hate the dramas,i hate those ass kisser,i hate those mathafakas face they do when they see me*tlong pergi mati*i hate waking way early in the morn,i hate getting demerits offense slips and what not,AHHHH,PERGI MATI PERGI MATI!

getting back from school isnt any good pun,being here,GOSH,

and nw,i think im getting my period :P

But you,you're always the best part of my day,you know?Whenever you come by,or even text me make me smile tau?but nw,we're literally even talking,ERGH,I TELL YOU ERGH!and hell yeah,you should knw i have this jealousy issue,fuck me.


"How do I get closer to you When you keep it all on mute
How will I know The right way To love you"

a lot like you,

Today was great .
had fun with gaya,mia,nad,sof and ryaa !(:
watched Remember Me,which is bored -.- i throwed gaya's pop corn at sofea a lot :P
er,oh and thanks Tj for sending and fetching me and sofea there. (i still hate you though :P)
Lepak at sof rich ass cousin place,like whoa wey.
then hanged at sofea's place,swim !
and hanged a few while with sofea's cousin faa and hann,
then,balik at ten-ish.
yupyup fun-ness i tell you :)

brain damage

I HATE YOU,
You are soooo full of yrself,ya thnk ya all that ey?
SCREW YOU AH!
Go lah and tell everyone okay?sure i DONT mind wey?
Memang pun i let you knw so everyone else could knw,
I dnt thnk i need to tell you much after this,cause u dnt gv a shit after all.
AIH,USE YR BRAIN LAH >:(

get out

My tummy is holding something,yes,i can feel it. I can feel that something's coming out,sooner or later im gnna puke,but not yet. And that is not good,Im feeling drowsy. I dont wanna sleep in this condition but i have to,and I'll cry myself to sleep,FML.
I wish someone could rub and body massage me -.- Cause my body hurts and aches so bad. DAMN IT.
Oh and listen to mannequin by Katy Perry,its nice,and if you dont thnk so,pergi matilah -.-

P/s:i like holding you,it made me feel safe and warm =)

causeiknowyouwont,

i wanna have a LONG talk with you,some where peaceful ;]

hoohaas,

Hello.
Went to sm with dayna alia and chelsea just now.
Went to eat super hot tomyam -.- oh and dayna and alia were mixing coke in them,yum -.-
Then er(?) yeah,walk,and laugh at all those stupid small kids,there was this small kid picking another smaller kid nose,like wtffff xD
Oh then we played the toys in parkson then we saw this dim sum dough thngy,then we want sushi,so went sushi,and we paid cash!and coins :P
Kay, dayna said chelsea curse us

sosial

*click to enlarge*
wey,serious terasa dalam wey.
haih,i was being happy abt winning,thats all,menang bukan selalu pun.
so tyeah,mind your words okay.You have feelings,others pun ada too okay!?
malas mau gadoh,ciaooo :)

PPPPPPPLLLLLLLLLAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYNNNNNNNNNNNEEEEEEEEEE

*writing with the biggest font and reddest red*:

PLAYNE WON FIRST!PLAYNE CHEERLEADING WON FIRST TOO!

YES YES! :D oh and the picture,playne 1st,pring second,and pope 3rd,for cheer :)
goshhh,i didnt cry :) oh and Congrats to all the other houses,they were really good too.
well,Andrea owe us Haagen Dazs now.
Thanks to all my cheermate,Faii loves you ♥

The dup-dap feeling i have now,

Sharmin just called to remind me about stuff for tomorrow.
Wow,im nervous.She made me more nervous now.whoooo!
I have this very very BIG hope for playne to win,like seriously :)
goshh,i wanna be able to lift Alynna.i wanna be able to lift afzal to shoulder seat,yes its fcking easy,but idk afzal seems so un-lift-able sometime.I wanna dance so sharp that people can see every move.I wanna cheer so loud everyone can hear my voice.i wanna jump so high till i felt like i was flying.I wanna smile like hw i smiled for you,the time when i love you,once upon a time ago..

*dup-dap-dup-dap...

Shingzzz,

I got confidence in Playne House! I think we are gonna make it this year.Unlike last year,LAST!
=.=,and our cheer routine all siap dah,dah ulang like manymanymany times,and andria(if tht hw you spell it) is going to treat us if we gt 1st! :'D
stunts all dah naik,but i change my position last mint,so like tyeah -.-
weee im excited! :)
and pity KakLa,somethng happen to one of the Pringians flyer :(
All houses was great just now.Like really good i think.
okay,bye now :)

Go Playne Go!

!

We are the playneans,
we're back to fight with pride!

Its time to shout,
come on fans,
say it loud,
yell it out,
go fight win yeah!

i hope playne wins this year :')

the red hot feeling

You know what?Im sorry,yeah,SORRY.i was fkng tired,i didnt even remmber the exact words i said to you.I do not want to cry now,cause even now i can feel my face getting ready to cry with the red-hot feeling.You make me remember all those thing we had together.You do remember right?Or was it just another thing?a just-another-thing u can frget in a secs?the one you can forget easily bcause of this whole fking thng,HUH?fine,one stupid thng and we're over,i cant imagine if we had a big fight yah?

stop t-tt-t-talking,

i just realize something,i love talking to you.
other than that no,BIG NO






P/s:i think you're precious,mark that.

fkng feeling

im hvng a headache,had playne house cheer practice just nw.and we're gonna have it again tmr after recess (Y) no english,hee :D oh,and its after recess till 430! :O Oh and im a bad bad baaaad base! i cant angkat afzal,and i even hurt myself,FML.then,we change stunt group! (Y)

P/s:what if i was ..?huh?its my fkng feeling after all okay!?

i think,

"I’ve been spending all my time just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life And now I found ya
I don’t know what to do I think I’m fallin’ for you"

tough,

what up with the absent captain?and our only senior there,kau bukan siapa pun -.- seriously this is getting anyying,cheer practice aint fun no more.

*cheering
"work it,cause we have gt the spirit.."
*inserts name*:"but i dont see the spirit"
me:"cause i dnt hve the fking spirit"

with you on the team,hw can i have spirit -.-

FUCK Y'ALL!
babiiiii -.-
know what?i put too much hope on people,and what i always get is,penyakitan hati.YES!im gnna stop loving ppl.in fact,i cant get myself to love anyone dah.friends,family and apa apa lah.sakit hati tau :( CARI PSALA TIME AKU PERIOD MEMANG TAK AH! sial.eee,and yes im being emo,kau ada masalah pergi mampus.im very sure all of you pernah had tht feeling of needless kan?like,urgh,im,haih,im sad .dah.kita care abt orang sangat pun tak boleh,tak semestinya org tu pun camtu.skjkrang ni nk pergi kt sape pun aku taktau,

k,breathbreath.dah :)

singalongsng

I wrote this song it's not too long
cos' I've been thinking 'bout you
I wrote this song maybe I'm wrong
To be caught up about you

Well I dont know what you think 'bout me
Maybe you think nothing at all
But maybe you could just lie to me
And we could be in love you see

Oh it's a singalong song that's not too long
It's when I think about you that I hear songs
And you can singalong maybe if you want to
Cos' baby I wrote this I wrote this for you

I wrote this song it's not too long
Cos' I'm the one who loves you
I wrote this song this can't be wrong
I don't wanna smile without you

Well I just want to make you happy
but maybe you want nothing at all
and how I wish that you're meant to be
forever and a day with me

In every way you mean more to me
than you'll ever know
I'll do my best to show these words are true
and if you'd like to make a song
and be a perfect harmony with me
I'd find the greatest words sing
so we could write our own romance

Cos' baby I wrote this I wrote this for you

retarded!

geeee,know what?

MY PHONE,YES MY FKED UP PHONE!
its,well,its retarded,i can only call ppl,and receive texts and call,senang cakap i cant text lah,but like wtf :(
my monitor.
gosh,smtmes i felt like committing suicide bcause of it!it goes off,then i have to power it on,then it goes off,and it goes like that smpai forever,well till i get lucky -.-
and oh,just now,i patahkan the astro remote,geee,and everyone blame me >:( wait it is my fault,LOL xD
oh,i skinned my knee,NOT ON PURPOSE OKAY?i fell,it have been a long time since i fell:')
im keh-lum-zi! or maybe u write it as clumsy.

always

"I will always love you. Even though you don’t love me.I love you. Even though you don’t know, it’ll always be there for the both of us to share.Please play along, even just for a little while. Because you’re worth spending my life on."


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fuck it,after eating chocolates,i will have a headache >:((

lalolilu,wtf?

I GT SO MANY TO TELL ! >:D

soooo,

In the morn my cousin had this wedding.The theme was red,i wore RED KEBAYA man -.- red also stands for valentine and chinese new year :D oh,so yeah,wedding.then there's this VERY adoreable kid,she was looking at the bride and the groom,then she said to her father;
adoreable kid: ayah tanak kahwin dengan mama ke?
ayah: ayah dah kahwin lah!
I was laughing like gila xD maybe she like seeing ppl get marry and was jealous why cant she sees her own parents getting marry,like duhh -.-

okay,then coming back home,Narisa called and ajak-ed me to curve,its like 8?so tyeah,gooo there.and we sees ALL this COUPLE,like duh its valentines night kan?kita je tidak ada partner,well fuck that.went to watch er,Valentines movie?taylor swift CAN'T act-.- and i cried,ew,fck that again. oh yeah,then narisa's sister,asminda came :) so there's me,narisa,nuriy and my sist-.- makan,AGAIN -.- then we just sat there and talk oh and laugh,we can never stop laughing -.- till like its 2AM? then fosho tak muat kereta,so i sat on asminda,HEE :D then sampai rumah,and im tired.but if i blog abt this tmr,I WOULD NEVER REMEMBER A THNG! damn you brain -.-

so yeah,i had a good day,i think? heh,i hate seeing those ppl with flowers and teddy bears >:( hee,no lah,but still :)
so MANY lah tu?not -.-

MEOW

"Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you oughta stay "

Faizah is so so so so SO proud of her self now :')
shes thnking properly now,
you know how proud i am,LIKE GILA BABI proud :'D
and i would like to give my greatest gratitude to ;


ISN'T SHE PRETTY?
LIKE GILA PRETTY :'D
i love her,
shes MY imaginary friend,meow.oh and kitty purry too :)
yeay,my crush,imaginary crush that is -.-

Imagination went wild

I actually DO my hworks now,hoo yeah.But fr math and bm especially.I got demerit like EVERYDAY from those teacher,eee -.- Oh and idk why my i can't angkat afzal during cheer pract :S i felt stupid now.eee.haih.and choral speaking just now was oh so very STUPID.ee again.
Oh and i love my chinese friend :D they're so fun to be with,oh and they're sooo rajin,i like to borrow their exercise books,muehehe :P

I love my imaginary gf,she have a cat named kitty purry,my cat's name is kitty purry II,i don't have a cat,its my imaginary cat too :D and whenever im at school,i'll miss you.sorry i cant bring you to school,its just nt so safe there.But we will go everywhere we want when i got back from sch kan?yeap,in my dreaaaaam :D sorry if u feel lonely :( Im just as lonely as you honey ♥

but...

i need to shower,
but i want to blog,
but i want to do my homework,
but i want to iron my cloth,
but i want to text you,
but i want to sleep,
but i want to eat,

so many but,and yet im online-ing.

p/s:aliya yott mana?rindu like GILA :(

sorry

"According to you Im stupid Im useless I cant do anything right.According to you Im boring Im moody and you cant take me any place"
IM SORRY

Narisa dont be like this.i love you oh so dearly much.please?
yre practically my sister.somewhat sister la.JANGAN LAH BEGINI :'(

h o t t o g o !

everyone wants to be hot in my cbox -.-

fking birthday,lets die!

Birthday girl :/
i dnt hve cakes,like i used to,
i cried fr the first time ON my birthday,
i didnt get any present from you,WHILE she gets more than she could have,
You didnt even LET ME to go and celebrate with my friends,
You yell at me,
SERIOUSLY,SORRY I DNT DESERVE TO HAVE YOU PUN KAN?
dah la,i swear,it wont bring any harm if u die >:'/
and come to think of it you hurt me baaaaaaadly that day,and that day is MY BIRTHDAY!
u dont fking care pun kan!?

AND to sofnarisafiramynaznadthira SORRY I DIDNT MAKE IT TO YO SURPRISE PARTY :/
love you lots ♥

Thanks to darla,yott,fir,narisa,amal,dayna, AND AWWWLLLL yg wished me.I really gt some unexpected wishes too!HEE :D



and maaaaaan i try hard not to be eh-mo :S

FOURTEEN

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR FAIZAH :'D
you knw i love you?
yeah smtmes i hurt you,but thats because i were so geram at you,
i think yre soo ugly though xD
but thats okay right?
hee,and this means yre still alive fr another year of living,aiyoo.
bila mau mati aa budak?
you knw u drive ppl crazy?and u did so mny stupid thngs too.
you love the wrong person most of the time,ignore the person who love you,
pretty much,thats you lah.
but hey,you knw we'll ALWAYS gnna be together,
get a hold of me will ya?
smtmes yre losing me :/
HAVE A GREAT TIME ME :'D

from;faizah
;)

yes?noyesno?

I love you,then i don't,then you MAKE me love you again,a few while i get a hold of myself and made it clear i don't have to love you anymore,but then again i still love you,then you said you love me,but you never will love me like i love you,then you said you were just kidding,and i hate you for that,then you start to talk to me more,you make me feel loved again,but then again....

hooo god,help my heart :(

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Tahukah anda bahawa:

Saya masuk KRS?iaitu kadet remaja sekolah,ye.yang berpakaian hijau pekat itu,iyang perlu berkawad di tengah padang,yang seperti boleh mati jika anda duduk lama sangat itu?YE ITULAH DIA KRS.
Saya juga telah dimasukkan ke dalam permainan badminton,ye.yang ada satu raket yang harus kamu pegang dan hayunhayun itu.
Saya juga dimasukkan ke dalam Seni dan kebudayaan,ye.badan saya ini keras ibarat batu belah bertangkup,okay neraka apa(wth)
Ya,chang,klau awak mati esok,jangan salahkan saya.
Di sekolah juga kami sudah tidak dibenarkan membawa bukubuku yang berunsur witch craft,vampire dan sebagainya.Semua cikgu nak menitik berat kan perihal itu,sementara pelajaran kita tidak lah berapa bagus.Neraka apa(wth)
Saya rasa saya juga akan mati tidak lama lagi,di dalam majalah sekolah di bahagian kelas saya,saya adalah antara mereka yang SANGAT bising,manakala rakan yg lain tidak termasuk sekali,ini sama sekali TIDAK adil ye.
Saya juga berasa sakit hati kerana kerja sekolah yang banyak,dan setiap kali mahu mennghantar,saya lah orang yang setia berdiri selama dua period atau satu,MENGAPA KAMU SEMUA SANGAT RAJIN TAHUN INI?


maaf,saya sedang membuat karangan bahasa melayu saya sekarang,jadi selamat tinggal,

wrong heart

I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care, I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there. I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do...I'm sorry I can't help myself, I'm in love with you.

wishes

my buttday's coming,so,tyeah;

1.BIG lollipop :D
2.a DOZEN packets of skittles :)
3.Cute piggy banks
4.handmade cards :)
5.silver or colourful bracelet or necklace
6.plush toys!
7.Something to do with elmooooo :)
8.Go ice skating
9.More colourful note book
10.wrist band :)
11.sneakers

okay dah.simple stuffs,and if u cant give me,idk what to sayy -__________-

:D

Firzana Redzuan,iloveyou more than ever now :')
Thankyooooo,nw we can gossip like bfo :P

desire

"Aren't memories supposed to fade?
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it'd be this hard"

"Took my heart to the limit, and this is where I'll stay"

"Just too many barriers
That we keep running into
Been tryin', but we just can't break through
I know I'm gonna keep wishing I was with you
But we just gotta stop"

"I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals"

"You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you"

i cant have you :(