i think,

"I’ve been spending all my time just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life And now I found ya
I don’t know what to do I think I’m fallin’ for you"

tough,

what up with the absent captain?and our only senior there,kau bukan siapa pun -.- seriously this is getting anyying,cheer practice aint fun no more.

*cheering
"work it,cause we have gt the spirit.."
*inserts name*:"but i dont see the spirit"
me:"cause i dnt hve the fking spirit"

with you on the team,hw can i have spirit -.-

FUCK Y'ALL!
babiiiii -.-
know what?i put too much hope on people,and what i always get is,penyakitan hati.YES!im gnna stop loving ppl.in fact,i cant get myself to love anyone dah.friends,family and apa apa lah.sakit hati tau :( CARI PSALA TIME AKU PERIOD MEMANG TAK AH! sial.eee,and yes im being emo,kau ada masalah pergi mampus.im very sure all of you pernah had tht feeling of needless kan?like,urgh,im,haih,im sad .dah.kita care abt orang sangat pun tak boleh,tak semestinya org tu pun camtu.skjkrang ni nk pergi kt sape pun aku taktau,

k,breathbreath.dah :)

singalongsng

I wrote this song it's not too long
cos' I've been thinking 'bout you
I wrote this song maybe I'm wrong
To be caught up about you

Well I dont know what you think 'bout me
Maybe you think nothing at all
But maybe you could just lie to me
And we could be in love you see

Oh it's a singalong song that's not too long
It's when I think about you that I hear songs
And you can singalong maybe if you want to
Cos' baby I wrote this I wrote this for you

I wrote this song it's not too long
Cos' I'm the one who loves you
I wrote this song this can't be wrong
I don't wanna smile without you

Well I just want to make you happy
but maybe you want nothing at all
and how I wish that you're meant to be
forever and a day with me

In every way you mean more to me
than you'll ever know
I'll do my best to show these words are true
and if you'd like to make a song
and be a perfect harmony with me
I'd find the greatest words sing
so we could write our own romance

Cos' baby I wrote this I wrote this for you

retarded!

geeee,know what?

MY PHONE,YES MY FKED UP PHONE!
its,well,its retarded,i can only call ppl,and receive texts and call,senang cakap i cant text lah,but like wtf :(
my monitor.
gosh,smtmes i felt like committing suicide bcause of it!it goes off,then i have to power it on,then it goes off,and it goes like that smpai forever,well till i get lucky -.-
and oh,just now,i patahkan the astro remote,geee,and everyone blame me >:( wait it is my fault,LOL xD
oh,i skinned my knee,NOT ON PURPOSE OKAY?i fell,it have been a long time since i fell:')
im keh-lum-zi! or maybe u write it as clumsy.

always

"I will always love you. Even though you don’t love me.I love you. Even though you don’t know, it’ll always be there for the both of us to share.Please play along, even just for a little while. Because you’re worth spending my life on."


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fuck it,after eating chocolates,i will have a headache >:((

lalolilu,wtf?

I GT SO MANY TO TELL ! >:D

soooo,

In the morn my cousin had this wedding.The theme was red,i wore RED KEBAYA man -.- red also stands for valentine and chinese new year :D oh,so yeah,wedding.then there's this VERY adoreable kid,she was looking at the bride and the groom,then she said to her father;
adoreable kid: ayah tanak kahwin dengan mama ke?
ayah: ayah dah kahwin lah!
I was laughing like gila xD maybe she like seeing ppl get marry and was jealous why cant she sees her own parents getting marry,like duhh -.-

okay,then coming back home,Narisa called and ajak-ed me to curve,its like 8?so tyeah,gooo there.and we sees ALL this COUPLE,like duh its valentines night kan?kita je tidak ada partner,well fuck that.went to watch er,Valentines movie?taylor swift CAN'T act-.- and i cried,ew,fck that again. oh yeah,then narisa's sister,asminda came :) so there's me,narisa,nuriy and my sist-.- makan,AGAIN -.- then we just sat there and talk oh and laugh,we can never stop laughing -.- till like its 2AM? then fosho tak muat kereta,so i sat on asminda,HEE :D then sampai rumah,and im tired.but if i blog abt this tmr,I WOULD NEVER REMEMBER A THNG! damn you brain -.-

so yeah,i had a good day,i think? heh,i hate seeing those ppl with flowers and teddy bears >:( hee,no lah,but still :)
so MANY lah tu?not -.-

MEOW

"Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you oughta stay "

Faizah is so so so so SO proud of her self now :')
shes thnking properly now,
you know how proud i am,LIKE GILA BABI proud :'D
and i would like to give my greatest gratitude to ;


ISN'T SHE PRETTY?
LIKE GILA PRETTY :'D
i love her,
shes MY imaginary friend,meow.oh and kitty purry too :)
yeay,my crush,imaginary crush that is -.-

Imagination went wild

I actually DO my hworks now,hoo yeah.But fr math and bm especially.I got demerit like EVERYDAY from those teacher,eee -.- Oh and idk why my i can't angkat afzal during cheer pract :S i felt stupid now.eee.haih.and choral speaking just now was oh so very STUPID.ee again.
Oh and i love my chinese friend :D they're so fun to be with,oh and they're sooo rajin,i like to borrow their exercise books,muehehe :P

I love my imaginary gf,she have a cat named kitty purry,my cat's name is kitty purry II,i don't have a cat,its my imaginary cat too :D and whenever im at school,i'll miss you.sorry i cant bring you to school,its just nt so safe there.But we will go everywhere we want when i got back from sch kan?yeap,in my dreaaaaam :D sorry if u feel lonely :( Im just as lonely as you honey ♥

but...

i need to shower,
but i want to blog,
but i want to do my homework,
but i want to iron my cloth,
but i want to text you,
but i want to sleep,
but i want to eat,

so many but,and yet im online-ing.

p/s:aliya yott mana?rindu like GILA :(

sorry

"According to you Im stupid Im useless I cant do anything right.According to you Im boring Im moody and you cant take me any place"
IM SORRY

Narisa dont be like this.i love you oh so dearly much.please?
yre practically my sister.somewhat sister la.JANGAN LAH BEGINI :'(

h o t t o g o !

everyone wants to be hot in my cbox -.-

fking birthday,lets die!

Birthday girl :/
i dnt hve cakes,like i used to,
i cried fr the first time ON my birthday,
i didnt get any present from you,WHILE she gets more than she could have,
You didnt even LET ME to go and celebrate with my friends,
You yell at me,
SERIOUSLY,SORRY I DNT DESERVE TO HAVE YOU PUN KAN?
dah la,i swear,it wont bring any harm if u die >:'/
and come to think of it you hurt me baaaaaaadly that day,and that day is MY BIRTHDAY!
u dont fking care pun kan!?

AND to sofnarisafiramynaznadthira SORRY I DIDNT MAKE IT TO YO SURPRISE PARTY :/
love you lots ♥

Thanks to darla,yott,fir,narisa,amal,dayna, AND AWWWLLLL yg wished me.I really gt some unexpected wishes too!HEE :D



and maaaaaan i try hard not to be eh-mo :S