Wednesday, September 30, 2009

that lil fooker!

FUCK YOUUUU!
yes,i did said that,damn u cant imagine how much i hate u right now bitch.seriously i nvr really hate someone this long and this much.for you out there dont perasan,cause right now i dont hate anyone except fr this loser here (: yeah u short walking asshole human!i hate you,and im so glad that apparently almost THE WHOLE FORM hate yah too,except fr some stpd ppl and blind ppl.Oh and desperadoes too.yeah,um,seems like those whos really desperate for a friend come to you.HAHA.u know whenever any of my friend said ur name,there MUST be a cursing word for you.like wth.now imma strt the WHOLE story.awal tahun,kau budak baru je kan?haha,so yeah,kitaorg tak judge kau pon.BUT awal tahun dah gaduh dgan some of my friends.wait,SOME?no theres abt well,more than 3?fineeee,u were planning to tell the caunselling teacher blablabla,but my friend slow talk you and solve thngs up.and u were being ALL NICE?giving her stuff.but the fact u talk SHIT behind her,omg.well,thats not abt me aint it?MY story is,you're being TOO NICE to me.yeah i trust u n stuff,and oh did i mention she talk shit almost BEHIND EVERYBODY's back?to me,and heck i heard some.so wtv.so yeah i heard u talking some fckng shit abt me and kak diana,i have SAKSI,lotsa!wth,first of all,DID I TALK SHIT ABT U?NO!dah lah budak baru-.-.stop asking fr sympathy lah.and u're telling ppl as if we SENGAJALY hate you for being short and stupid(HAHA).kau ingat kitaorg takde kerja ke wey?aku tgk muka kau pon rasa nak belasah,yeah,if tu bukan sekolah,maybe dah kt hospital dah kau.did i tel u i like hitting ppl?(: then kau NANGIS tadi?asal,takde sape pon kacau kau tadi.mintak simpati yee?HAHA,bodoh.perangai kau mmg tanak ubah eh?baik ngan org,then bitch talk.everyone hates that moron!oh wait,u didnt knw that right,moron!?MAKING PEACE WITH U IS LIKE FUCKING FOR VIRGINITY!over my dead body,wait no,not even until the end of the world,i wont make peace with.PLEASE find another school where the ppl there like ppl talking shit abt them okay?(: oh and also ppl who like orang mngadu,buat muka,berlagak baik.im sure they will be so please to have u there.so now,u knw how much i hate u :D

faii benci kau ;)

Monday, September 28, 2009

today im like so so so happy,
haha.hypeeeeeeeeeeeeeeerrr! x)
so like fr no reason suddenly i laugh on my own,miahaha.
sme ppl kata i gila lah kan-.-
perhimpunan was like THE best.haha.
other kids were sending FUNNY letters to the pengetua.omg,i laugh my ass out.
i think imma write one too,yeay :D
today's full of "hu-ha-ing" ;))
i really love sof and naz today,
im bored,oh and i love shobana,HAHA

"for you it need days to make me jumping,but * only need a seconds.Im sorry I cant love u like i love * "

Friday, September 25, 2009

*gasp!

its saturday and its 4.50 in the morning.
school's reopening VERY SOON!
my math is getting teruk-er.
i want holidays like the november and december month,so looooong.
today i have like some sorta open hse fr relatives only,i didnt sleep yet.
ystrday i went to kak fara amalia's open hse,i didnt eat til now T_T.
i hate 1 very particular person,and im sure everyone who read my blog knw her,VERY sure.
guess what,i hate her already.
i wanna eat spaghetti now,

"fai is like soooo fckng fntastic right?",
"i knooooow!"

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

omg,my gf brthday! :O


to my dearest girlfiee:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAYANG!

gaya greatest girlfiee ever<3
jangan break dengan i tau?
haha ;))
have a great year !

Monday, September 21, 2009

does that mean it's over?

i hate this baju.i like my white and full of colours baju :D
raya was su-hu-PER!
i raya-ed at my hometown,3 days 2 nights(:
um,my mom's side like ada 9 siblings including m mom,bt yang balik abt 5 ke 6?1 is at Arab:(
sme tu kat england?idk,grr.
there i went like MORE than 10 houses,i guess.n like i saw a bed n POOF i went:)
no internet,so like texting je.nw inbox full dgn raya wishes,sama je wish korg kan?hmm,cerita abt kampung la:D.my grandpa hse tu macam agak lah besar,theres like one padang dulu then baru rumah n stuff,wee~
duit raya banyak,mama ask simpan kat my maybank.takpela,nak pergi je lah kt bank msukkan kad,yeay!pfft,as if.msti mama like nag abt me being boros lah-.-

that day gaduh dgn my happiness guider,its like im lost and being unhappy in HAPPYLAND.how can u be unhappy or sad in happyland?easy,cause u lost ur guider,ur HAPPINESS guider.bt i found my guider back dah.iloveyoudarling <3

sumpah now penat gila,and so blurr on what to write.whenever i feel like writing,i will.
bye bye nw,

Sunday, September 13, 2009

i want...

i want to not have Parkinson when im with her,
i want to stop mumbling infront of them,
i want to have something to talk about with them,
i want to hug her and act as if nothing happen just like she did,
i want to stand straight in front of crowds,
i want a smaller boobs so that when i do stand straight people dont go and say im "mendada",
i want to always be right,
i dont want a reason to laugh,
i want to be laugh at and join in the laugh,
i want more confident in everything,
i want to hold her hands and smile while holding it,
i dont want to act all cool while im so suckish inside,
i want to stop choosing friends,
i want to love who i love and stop caring about what people might think,
i want to be more mature in thinking about stuff,
i want to jump more sing more cry less and be more optimist,(be more?u never even have been so)
i want to stop my lazy attitude,
i want to start caring about my B-full result,
i want to have a heart for something and someone,
i want to stop hating her,

lastly,

i want you to guide me in doing all this,


numb my heart,stab it.make me heartless.then you can love me all you want.cause i know yre gonna hurt me.

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

omg yre ugly! :O


so,didnt update for like 14 days?
well thts short.
many thngs happen,stuff u wanna hear,and some u'll just gnna skip from reading it aite?

its 2 in the morn,lately,wait not lately,selalunya la,i cant sleep,AT ALL in the night,then i go to sch,then i go back,i reach my bed,then,P O O F !drop dead,till like almost buka time.but today,dated 09.09.09*HAHA,i slept at 5?gtal text org tu,till buka,my sister marah2 suro bgon.i minum air,then heck!takde mood nak makan,i msuk tidur balik.good thng daddy's nt around(: i bgun balik,WAT THE TOOT!?12?yes,its freakishly TWELVE!gosh,then boleh puulak i smbong tido again,till 12.30.HAHA,wtv wtv,bgon mandi,makan.then online la,cause i have no idea what to do anymore.grrr-.-

school,some part of it gtting nastier,some of it make me reach 100% of happiness!! im on cloud 9!haha,wtv.

i tried not to hate anyone(:more love,no war kan?though kat sch,i can see my haters everywhr i try to calm n chill.but lately i found it really fun beating and hitting my fren.like naz,i hit her,kick her la mostly,till she gt bruises on her butt,and cant rmmber who i pinch till so teruk,though i rmmbr i pernah pinch fatin till TWO bruises,but that,was so an ACCIDENT!no niat or so.so yeah,try and cari pasal with me,im nt using words no mre,imma let my fist do the talking.wait isnt that mke me a bullier?OMFG.imma freaking bullier :O

then,oh yeah.rmbr i gt say imma do a show fr merdeka,turn out im just doing fr hari koko,so yeay!cse puasa right,n im sooo ta-ha-yerd!-.-.plus with i didnt sleep at night habit,i look like a living zombie in schooloh wait,thts nt true,IM HYPER IN SCHOOL!gahaaa,i kick ppl's butt,i scream,i laugh so bad,i never did my homework,teheeee ;)) when i gt soo angry with something,n no one cari pasal with me,i just hits myself,since if i hit others,that will be tooo cruel aite?haha.

dnt call 'them' darling anymore kay darling?HAHA,jk:* ilyt.

huff huff,im outta words u see.

okay gt it,TODAY,im soooo happeh!i sat at the belakang sekali tho im triple S:small slow stupid,tcher let me sit thr,of crse there is a reason of me wanting to sit there,ngeheeeeeeeee:DDDD.im in 1S so mcam belakang sekali tu dekat pejabat,n the one whre all the views are lawa:)

i like to smile to ppl lately,i thnk its fun n nice seeing ppl replying it,so pple,DO REPLY IT,or imma.err,idk,just smile back la!
time's moving fast kan?its bulan 9.then raya cuti,then PMR,then end year exam.then cuti bulan 11 n 12.awww awww,dammit man,nnt my so called "darling" dah takde,shit.-.-

oh and kak yaz,i can sooo get over u :P :P

oh and did i mention,nxt year we r having all our coco actvty on one reaking day only?WEDNESDAY!grr,n tcher said,she will kunci the gate,but hah,idts :P

some tall ppl hug me,and they have to bend,i actually kissed her NECK,omg,HAHA.im gay x)

imma very very jealous person kan?;(
i also have this habit of copying ppls act.grr-aw!

meow,im ouuta things to say man.

seni n geo tak siap.wtv,mlas nk kesah dah.

oh my fringe dia sakit lately,di straight! haha,weeeeeeee x)me no knw y?wtv,i can tie my hair,no more mushroom,mop,sotong head anymore.my god im crapping a lot.
its danerous to crap here,so toodles.imma crap in my books where i can actually write EVERYTHING ;DD

oh and i like to draw on my hand now,doodles,yah,write ppl's name,yeay <3 me likey*kenings

f-fa-FAII!
im triple F n triple S :P