Did i break ur heart,on the inside?

my mojoJAJA and MJ (:
A great cousin of mine,
i miss them.
i miss how i and MJ used to be superB rapat,we used to sleep in one single bed,i miss those days,
i miss how i and mojoJAJA used to be like bestfriend,we share MANYMANY thngs abt our sch life.
but,I've changed,they just changed their opinion about me,
i just cant give the best out of me now,
i hope we wont grow apart,FAR apart.


useless cousin of yours,
faii ;(

want me talk breast cancer now?

I so support breast cancer :D

stuffs

WATCH IT!pleasepleasepleaseplase.THANKS!(:

the wish

cant wait...

to get my e63,it's actually my dad's but he bought himself blackberry and he only use that e63 for 2-3 months.so yeah,but my dad said i hate to sorta kinda wait-.-

this sabtuday,gonna go out with sofea and alynna :D

hari koko,and get all the tarian thngy over with!and it was a relieve that the teacher said i improve my dance.

to end the exams for god sake!after exam was like,ahhh,heaven-ish :P

snowflakes tomorrow maybe :S

kakpi's party,maybe.see first if im going.
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This whole week is filled with studies,dances training like EVERYDAY,and i didnt consume coke!damn,tmr,but im outta moneyyyyy :S oh i am so loved ♥

darla

my one and only darling/darla.Yeah,i don't call anyone else darling anymore,at least not until i have this darla over here.After i have said i wont say i love u that much,u make me chnge my mind.You're always there.i knw u always will.u make hugs seems so meaningful.u make the world seemss so colourful and full of happiness to me.together forever♥(:

snoopid-.-

I HATE MY REATRDED LOOKING FUGLY BLOG!

*breathing

SOMETIMES FAMILY DON'T COMES FIRST.
hoho,I've been living thirteen shitty life.
and all i care now is my friends,and my school life.
yeah,i compare myself with other,i don't always get as good thngs like them,but they're complaining,heck!THERE'S ALSO PEOPLE WHO'S LIFE IS MORE WORSE THAN ME.
so shut the fuck up faii and just live the life u got.as if there's still someone out there care if u just fcking WHINE!

toilet

today in the morning we have chinese exam.
so 2 of the girl from 1Y is move to my class.
so then miss.chong the discipline teacher took care of our class.
it was a pin drop silence.wow.
so then it rain,wow.
and then the teacher turn off the light.wow.
WHO THE HELL WOULD NOT SLEEP IN THAT CONDITION!?
so yeah when i was planning to go to the toilet,teacher ask Aida cause she was sleeping.
fine so i just lay down,when im far away in dreamland,teacher woke me up=.=
and i realize that someone else had gone to the toilet!
damn wtv.
waited and then before that someone else come back,Iffah ask teacher first.
so macam right after that Iffah straight away gets to go to the toilet.
and then ONCE AGAIN before iffah come back,Jeannie ask teacher,
DAMN,so yeah tunggu laa.
Jeannie came back,i ask the teacher i wanna go to the toilet,and guess what she said?
"sorry she have to go first.she is sleeping"
she is hazirah.
FINEEEEEEEE!
i tunggu.i didnt close my eyes.not a second.
then when hazirah's back.i was like,"can i go now!?"
she was like,"oh can u wait for the next teacher?"
WTF!?
so i macam,ambik kertas,and tulis,
"i wanna go to the toilet,but someone wouldnt let me.i wanna go badly.im so sleepy"
and blablabla.
then,i think she felt guilty :S
SHE came to me,yes,she CAME to me,and gave me the pass :)
and said "here"
so i said "oh thanks-.-"
HAIH=.="

u love me?

"If we could sit together a moment

And talk forever just to pass the time

I would smile as the shivers and chills run down my spine

With your eyes are locked on mine"

i really love you,but for now,im gonna ignorethat i love you word.u guys wont hear me saying that a lot now:/

not feeling good

I'm back to depressing Faii i guess.
I'm thinking of deleting every social network i have,THINKING.
I'm getting more immature these day.
I curse a lot,i hit people waaaaay too much.
well HE'S going,
and SHE hate me now,
teachers are disliking me:/
It have been a long time since i said i love my family to myself.
I'm a typical immature kid,who's so childish that thinks everything is gonna be alright when u got money.
"apa-apa lah Faii,orang pun dah malas nak layan kau punya perangai ni,sikit-sikit macam ni.kau jaga lah diri kau sendiri yeh?sebab aku pun rasa orang kurang nak kisah pasal kau dah.dorang kisah pun agaknya dah takde benda lain nak kisah dah.diri sndiri pun kau susah nak sayang,pastu kau cakap kau sayang orang lain?heh?"

haih,"Faii Faii,when will u grow up?"
"YOU THINK?"

stop crying faii :'(

better yet,faking a smile to brighten up someone's else day,rather then making my and everyone day sad,atleast one of us happy kaaaaan?kan?

;D

SURGERY love

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MluccXl8Ykw&feature=related

my new love,

watching surgeryyyyyy <3
mooorreeee to watch,i like eye surgery oh and heart,yg lain kureeengg :P