not feeling good

I'm back to depressing Faii i guess.
I'm thinking of deleting every social network i have,THINKING.
I'm getting more immature these day.
I curse a lot,i hit people waaaaay too much.
well HE'S going,
and SHE hate me now,
teachers are disliking me:/
It have been a long time since i said i love my family to myself.
I'm a typical immature kid,who's so childish that thinks everything is gonna be alright when u got money.
"apa-apa lah Faii,orang pun dah malas nak layan kau punya perangai ni,sikit-sikit macam ni.kau jaga lah diri kau sendiri yeh?sebab aku pun rasa orang kurang nak kisah pasal kau dah.dorang kisah pun agaknya dah takde benda lain nak kisah dah.diri sndiri pun kau susah nak sayang,pastu kau cakap kau sayang orang lain?heh?"

haih,"Faii Faii,when will u grow up?"
"YOU THINK?"

stop crying faii :'(

better yet,faking a smile to brighten up someone's else day,rather then making my and everyone day sad,atleast one of us happy kaaaaan?kan?

;D