care-less

EFFF YOUUUUUUUUUUUUU >:(

Funny how none of you care pun kan abt me :'(

bday ♥

yeah,she's sleeping,or just laying her head,idk :S

Happy birthday to Yazmine Buxton :)
Sad being older aite?hee,and BIGGER :P
Come to think of it i nvr blog abt you,so here we go ;
Thanks for mking me feel childish for the whole year by being my crush la kan.(as everyone know) -.-
thanks for treating me :)
thanks for hugging me 3 times(HELL YEAH I RMMB )
thanks for being nice
thanks for listening when i go emo sometimes -.-
thanks for E V E R Y T H I N G :)
tcare and god bless you.Iloveyou and i know u do too :P wait idk that -.-
wtv,i know u dnt read ppl's blog,imma force you >:)

rainbows and butterflies

yesterday i went out with kak yazmine and tj!
Tj was sho shuper nice(:
Oh,and they even makeout in the diapers changing room.HAHA.
Thanks tj fr the starbuck and driving me bck safely(:
Yeay,ilovetj!
Going over to nureen's hse after this.so,taa
Oh,i love to see what's under my pillow,there's a big lollipop and skittles!

temper

im having a headache bcs im crying,i hate this.
I hate how you always thinks bout yourself,i hate how i have to act like its normal,i hate how all of us fight,i hate how you always telling me about how good you were and how i was so bloody different,i hate that non of us wants any of us happy,and
I hate to know that u nvr love me:'(

fairytale

The last post:except fr today,i woke up at 8,but thats consider okay too righttttt :D

Yesterday i went to jusco cheras? Yeah plan was to go to ze mines but takde cerita princess and the frog. But the movie,it aint THAAAAAT good pun.
I'm glad i can spend time with ze cousin,there was like 8 of us went to watch ze movie :))
I've been sho emo these few days,with a reason,but i can't be specific about it :/
But nina help :D
Haha,okaaaaaaaaaaay,im outta here.

♥

Nor Amnina binti Zainal Abidin,

I lalalalalove you chicka!
My gaypartner/cupcake/awesomefaceowner/awesomevoiceowner/sister.
Thanks for being there :')

♥ Iloveyouinfinitychickaaa!


btw,im at my cousin's,might go to The Mines later.
i woke up at 7 every morning now,im so proud of myself :')

rough,

stupid crappy day,
Dah ah aku period,faham2 ah.
Everythngs a mess.stupidsister,stpdbrostpddadstpdmom.harini jga nk cri psal.oh and stpdshah,if yre reading ths i cn frgve u bt i aint forgetting wat u did.and hoo god STUPID PMS!and thanks nureen fr tday:')

STABBED A CAT :O

omegle-d just now,this conversation is killing me xD



You: hey
You: im sad
You: you?
Stranger: why
You: :(
Stranger: im sad as well
Stranger: what happened
You: i have a good conversation
Stranger: yes
You: then POOF they disconnect
Stranger: me too
Stranger: well
Stranger: i stabbed my cat
You: why?
Stranger: was giving me trouble
Stranger: pissing in my shoes
You: really?
You: u shouldnt stab it
Stranger: and the other night he took a dump in my bed
Stranger: nono... hes dead
You: u should really just throw it at the street
Stranger: he could'nt make it
You: :'(
You: poor cat
You: oh well
You: so why are u sad?
Stranger: i fckin fed him and all
You: u miss him?
Stranger: hellooo, i stabbed my beloved cat
You: so hello,u sould have think abt that earlier
You: we cant go back in time ya knoww
Stranger: it doesn't make a difference now, does it?
You: nopeeee
You: so yeah
Stranger: yeah
You: pray fr that cat
You: and bury it
You: with flowers
Stranger: your conversation is dead, my cat is laying in a pile of catblood
You: pretty ones <3
You: OMG
You: bury it maaannnn
Stranger: no no... it can wait
You: dont let it rot like that
Stranger: i'm busy today
You: doesnt it make like smells?
Stranger: i just stabbed it like 20 minutes ago
You: with what?
Stranger: its still warm
You: AND U CAN GO ONLINE?
Stranger: well
Stranger: what am i to do
You: bury the fkng cat thats what u should do?
Stranger: its raining, man...
Stranger: can't go outside now
Stranger: besides
You: oh didnt know that
Stranger: what would the neighbours think
You: then what are u gnna do with the cat?
Stranger: i'll do it tomorrow night
Stranger: well
You: put it in the fridge?
Stranger: i'lll just leave it there
Stranger: i'll bag him up and wash the floor
Stranger: i guess
You: oh good
Stranger: i could always throw the body in the garbage
You: yeshh
You: but
You: bury it would be better
You: ;0
Stranger: is that a crime?
Stranger: stabbing your cat for obvious reasons
You: what ?KILLING A CAT?
You: duhh
Stranger: no... not killing...
Stranger: its a reasonable decision
You: maybe it is?
You: but just to be safe
You: bury it
You: its a sin alright
Stranger: why should i bury it
You: bcause,
You: no one will know if u bury it
You: and its good to bury thngs rather than throwing them away
Stranger: well
Stranger: it's less work
You: ahh
You: suit yourself
You: throw em if u want to
Stranger: alright
Stranger: thanks for the advice

worth-full/less,you tell me,

went curve with nureenchanikfaranadryafatingaya and meet boyfie<3 haha,nw imissem'all.

Went back and injured my fkng feet badly.was doing smthng,the fell down and broke a BIG vase,so imagine how my feet look like now,its full of luka dan calar.and blood,i wanna lick it,cause iloveblood,u cnt describe the taste

Special thanks to emmy,shah and sofea fr calling :')

Texts and stuff,smtmes i felt like throwing my phones away, -.-

castle

I wanna live in a castle,so i can run from them though we're still in the same roof

"Well you built up a world of magic
Because your real life is tragic"

shocker much?

that day my dad ask me out to watch 2012,and its kinda creeps me out.And it was THE FIRST TIME i watch a movie with my parents.But 2012 is more creepier :D

and on monday i went pavi to watch new moon with some ppl and blablabla,and now i gt RM0.00 money.aih aih -.-

my heads hurt after drinking nescafe so taa >:(

Fked up,

Im gttg fked up bcause....

1.Daddy says no more internet,HOW AWESOME IS THAT!!?

2.Im back to using oldlameretarded phone *being grateful

3.Im being superultraoutrageously-EMO more often,and dude,that is not good -.-

4.IM MOVING!no not moving house or what,im just moving school!hoo syeah,do not ask me why unless i feel like telling you,

5.Time's moving so superduperincredibly FAST,its almost december then January then back to school,I MEAN HELLO NEW SCHOOL -.-

6.I ain't gt no money bebeh,

7.Im studying for geografi,greeeeaaaaaaaaaaaat kan? -.-

8.I gt pissed easily,hell -.-

9.I HAVE ABSOLUTE NOTHING TO DO this hols,hoo syeah -.-

10.I FREAKING HOPE MY BRAIN EXPLODE FASTER THAN MY HEART,SO THEN I CAN END THIS!

emptiness

Special thanks to Aliya yott,

for having the talk,need them.Seriously,thanks!

<3

elmo

You love me,dear elmo?
i know i do :D

i heard abt u before,and i wanted to know some more.

from left : me,naz(at the back),nureen,alynna,sofea and mia.

gosh i love you guys!
<3

rain

play,cry,take pictures,jumps in the rain.
I'm hopping for rain everyday :')

sleepy retard

Today,assembly and blablabla. And when it is science time,i get realllyyyyy sleepy. I cant really sleep though,it's uncomfortable sleeping with your head on the table,so i sleep with my butt on my chair,and my head on some other chair. As i was sleeping,two of my friend was singing lullaby for me,wtheck -.-. then after a while,someone shake my legs. Heavily i open my eyes,'DAMN!' (dlm hati je la)Miss Boey :O Haha,she tegur-ed me nicely. I hate it when that happen. It happened to me more than two times. It's not fun to open ur eyes and find teachers pop their face out like that.

Then,had sushi with Kak pi,darladarla<3 Well I didn't really eat though,watching her was some entertainment kan? Had snowflakes,thanks and i love you darlaa! Oh and then i saw Yazmine or Diana's mom :)

Oh,and we're going to wear badges for class party. Instead of little miss(since there wasnt enough for 39 of us) we use Mr instead since i found them more than 39! Guess what Mr will i be wearing :P Oh,I'm singing white horses accoustic version,live guitar playing during the class party! :DDD

miracle

"Why did I let myself believe

miracles could happen

And now I have to pretend

like I don't really care"

u didnt let me know,that u dislike me, :(

somebody

Sittin’ all alone in your room
Thinkin’ that the world’s let you down
All you ever wanted to do is trust someone to always be around
You’ve had a lot of lessons to learn from
Some of them hit you so hard
And I keep believing someday you’ll see, you don’t have to be alone

There’s somebody out there, somebody somewhere to show you the tenderness you need
Somebody to hold you when worries control you
I’d give anything if only you knew it was me

I’ve been watchin’ you go through all of these things for a while
There’s gotta be a way to bring you back
Coz these words sing when you smile
It doesn’t have to hurt you forever
It doesn’t have to last too long
If you wonder where to turn to
I hope that you know

I wanna be there when you’re in need
I would never be long if you were waiting
When you’re gonna see, if you could only see

Id give anything, anything at all, i think it's time that you knew it was me

where's my somebody? :[

yeap e63 is finally mine :)

agama class

they made my agama class interesting,yes i love you ustazah,all of us miss you :( rather than Pn.H shes meaaaaaaaaaan!come back D: oh sofnazaisyahnarisa too.now,agama class seems so lifeless -.-

who needs em'?

obsessive-psycho-maniac

Did i break ur heart,on the inside?

my mojoJAJA and MJ (:
A great cousin of mine,
i miss them.
i miss how i and MJ used to be superB rapat,we used to sleep in one single bed,i miss those days,
i miss how i and mojoJAJA used to be like bestfriend,we share MANYMANY thngs abt our sch life.
but,I've changed,they just changed their opinion about me,
i just cant give the best out of me now,
i hope we wont grow apart,FAR apart.


useless cousin of yours,
faii ;(

want me talk breast cancer now?

I so support breast cancer :D

stuffs

WATCH IT!pleasepleasepleaseplase.THANKS!(:

the wish

cant wait...

to get my e63,it's actually my dad's but he bought himself blackberry and he only use that e63 for 2-3 months.so yeah,but my dad said i hate to sorta kinda wait-.-

this sabtuday,gonna go out with sofea and alynna :D

hari koko,and get all the tarian thngy over with!and it was a relieve that the teacher said i improve my dance.

to end the exams for god sake!after exam was like,ahhh,heaven-ish :P

snowflakes tomorrow maybe :S

kakpi's party,maybe.see first if im going.
_________________________________________________________________

This whole week is filled with studies,dances training like EVERYDAY,and i didnt consume coke!damn,tmr,but im outta moneyyyyy :S oh i am so loved ♥

darla

my one and only darling/darla.Yeah,i don't call anyone else darling anymore,at least not until i have this darla over here.After i have said i wont say i love u that much,u make me chnge my mind.You're always there.i knw u always will.u make hugs seems so meaningful.u make the world seemss so colourful and full of happiness to me.together forever♥(:

snoopid-.-

I HATE MY REATRDED LOOKING FUGLY BLOG!

*breathing

SOMETIMES FAMILY DON'T COMES FIRST.
hoho,I've been living thirteen shitty life.
and all i care now is my friends,and my school life.
yeah,i compare myself with other,i don't always get as good thngs like them,but they're complaining,heck!THERE'S ALSO PEOPLE WHO'S LIFE IS MORE WORSE THAN ME.
so shut the fuck up faii and just live the life u got.as if there's still someone out there care if u just fcking WHINE!

toilet

today in the morning we have chinese exam.
so 2 of the girl from 1Y is move to my class.
so then miss.chong the discipline teacher took care of our class.
it was a pin drop silence.wow.
so then it rain,wow.
and then the teacher turn off the light.wow.
WHO THE HELL WOULD NOT SLEEP IN THAT CONDITION!?
so yeah when i was planning to go to the toilet,teacher ask Aida cause she was sleeping.
fine so i just lay down,when im far away in dreamland,teacher woke me up=.=
and i realize that someone else had gone to the toilet!
damn wtv.
waited and then before that someone else come back,Iffah ask teacher first.
so macam right after that Iffah straight away gets to go to the toilet.
and then ONCE AGAIN before iffah come back,Jeannie ask teacher,
DAMN,so yeah tunggu laa.
Jeannie came back,i ask the teacher i wanna go to the toilet,and guess what she said?
"sorry she have to go first.she is sleeping"
she is hazirah.
FINEEEEEEEE!
i tunggu.i didnt close my eyes.not a second.
then when hazirah's back.i was like,"can i go now!?"
she was like,"oh can u wait for the next teacher?"
WTF!?
so i macam,ambik kertas,and tulis,
"i wanna go to the toilet,but someone wouldnt let me.i wanna go badly.im so sleepy"
and blablabla.
then,i think she felt guilty :S
SHE came to me,yes,she CAME to me,and gave me the pass :)
and said "here"
so i said "oh thanks-.-"
HAIH=.="

u love me?

"If we could sit together a moment

And talk forever just to pass the time

I would smile as the shivers and chills run down my spine

With your eyes are locked on mine"

i really love you,but for now,im gonna ignorethat i love you word.u guys wont hear me saying that a lot now:/

not feeling good

I'm back to depressing Faii i guess.
I'm thinking of deleting every social network i have,THINKING.
I'm getting more immature these day.
I curse a lot,i hit people waaaaay too much.
well HE'S going,
and SHE hate me now,
teachers are disliking me:/
It have been a long time since i said i love my family to myself.
I'm a typical immature kid,who's so childish that thinks everything is gonna be alright when u got money.
"apa-apa lah Faii,orang pun dah malas nak layan kau punya perangai ni,sikit-sikit macam ni.kau jaga lah diri kau sendiri yeh?sebab aku pun rasa orang kurang nak kisah pasal kau dah.dorang kisah pun agaknya dah takde benda lain nak kisah dah.diri sndiri pun kau susah nak sayang,pastu kau cakap kau sayang orang lain?heh?"

haih,"Faii Faii,when will u grow up?"
"YOU THINK?"

stop crying faii :'(

better yet,faking a smile to brighten up someone's else day,rather then making my and everyone day sad,atleast one of us happy kaaaaan?kan?

;D

SURGERY love

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MluccXl8Ykw&feature=related

my new love,

watching surgeryyyyyy <3
mooorreeee to watch,i like eye surgery oh and heart,yg lain kureeengg :P

that lil fooker!

FUCK YOUUUU!
yes,i did said that,damn u cant imagine how much i hate u right now bitch.seriously i nvr really hate someone this long and this much.for you out there dont perasan,cause right now i dont hate anyone except fr this loser here (: yeah u short walking asshole human!i hate you,and im so glad that apparently almost THE WHOLE FORM hate yah too,except fr some stpd ppl and blind ppl.Oh and desperadoes too.yeah,um,seems like those whos really desperate for a friend come to you.HAHA.u know whenever any of my friend said ur name,there MUST be a cursing word for you.like wth.now imma strt the WHOLE story.awal tahun,kau budak baru je kan?haha,so yeah,kitaorg tak judge kau pon.BUT awal tahun dah gaduh dgan some of my friends.wait,SOME?no theres abt well,more than 3?fineeee,u were planning to tell the caunselling teacher blablabla,but my friend slow talk you and solve thngs up.and u were being ALL NICE?giving her stuff.but the fact u talk SHIT behind her,omg.well,thats not abt me aint it?MY story is,you're being TOO NICE to me.yeah i trust u n stuff,and oh did i mention she talk shit almost BEHIND EVERYBODY's back?to me,and heck i heard some.so wtv.so yeah i heard u talking some fckng shit abt me and kak diana,i have SAKSI,lotsa!wth,first of all,DID I TALK SHIT ABT U?NO!dah lah budak baru-.-.stop asking fr sympathy lah.and u're telling ppl as if we SENGAJALY hate you for being short and stupid(HAHA).kau ingat kitaorg takde kerja ke wey?aku tgk muka kau pon rasa nak belasah,yeah,if tu bukan sekolah,maybe dah kt hospital dah kau.did i tel u i like hitting ppl?(: then kau NANGIS tadi?asal,takde sape pon kacau kau tadi.mintak simpati yee?HAHA,bodoh.perangai kau mmg tanak ubah eh?baik ngan org,then bitch talk.everyone hates that moron!oh wait,u didnt knw that right,moron!?MAKING PEACE WITH U IS LIKE FUCKING FOR VIRGINITY!over my dead body,wait no,not even until the end of the world,i wont make peace with.PLEASE find another school where the ppl there like ppl talking shit abt them okay?(: oh and also ppl who like orang mngadu,buat muka,berlagak baik.im sure they will be so please to have u there.so now,u knw how much i hate u :D

faii benci kau ;)

today im like so so so happy,
haha.hypeeeeeeeeeeeeeeerrr! x)
so like fr no reason suddenly i laugh on my own,miahaha.
sme ppl kata i gila lah kan-.-
perhimpunan was like THE best.haha.
other kids were sending FUNNY letters to the pengetua.omg,i laugh my ass out.
i think imma write one too,yeay :D
today's full of "hu-ha-ing" ;))
i really love sof and naz today,
im bored,oh and i love shobana,HAHA

"for you it need days to make me jumping,but * only need a seconds.Im sorry I cant love u like i love * "

*gasp!

its saturday and its 4.50 in the morning.
school's reopening VERY SOON!
my math is getting teruk-er.
i want holidays like the november and december month,so looooong.
today i have like some sorta open hse fr relatives only,i didnt sleep yet.
ystrday i went to kak fara amalia's open hse,i didnt eat til now T_T.
i hate 1 very particular person,and im sure everyone who read my blog knw her,VERY sure.
guess what,i hate her already.
i wanna eat spaghetti now,

"fai is like soooo fckng fntastic right?",
"i knooooow!"

omg,my gf brthday! :O

to my dearest girlfiee:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAYANG!

gaya greatest girlfiee ever<3
jangan break dengan i tau?
haha ;))
have a great year !

does that mean it's over?

i hate this baju.i like my white and full of colours baju :D
raya was su-hu-PER!
i raya-ed at my hometown,3 days 2 nights(:
um,my mom's side like ada 9 siblings including m mom,bt yang balik abt 5 ke 6?1 is at Arab:(
sme tu kat england?idk,grr.
there i went like MORE than 10 houses,i guess.n like i saw a bed n POOF i went:)
no internet,so like texting je.nw inbox full dgn raya wishes,sama je wish korg kan?hmm,cerita abt kampung la:D.my grandpa hse tu macam agak lah besar,theres like one padang dulu then baru rumah n stuff,wee~
duit raya banyak,mama ask simpan kat my maybank.takpela,nak pergi je lah kt bank msukkan kad,yeay!pfft,as if.msti mama like nag abt me being boros lah-.-

that day gaduh dgn my happiness guider,its like im lost and being unhappy in HAPPYLAND.how can u be unhappy or sad in happyland?easy,cause u lost ur guider,ur HAPPINESS guider.bt i found my guider back dah.iloveyoudarling <3

sumpah now penat gila,and so blurr on what to write.whenever i feel like writing,i will.
bye bye nw,

i want...

i want to not have Parkinson when im with her,
i want to stop mumbling infront of them,
i want to have something to talk about with them,
i want to hug her and act as if nothing happen just like she did,
i want to stand straight in front of crowds,
i want a smaller boobs so that when i do stand straight people dont go and say im "mendada",
i want to always be right,
i dont want a reason to laugh,
i want to be laugh at and join in the laugh,
i want more confident in everything,
i want to hold her hands and smile while holding it,
i dont want to act all cool while im so suckish inside,
i want to stop choosing friends,
i want to love who i love and stop caring about what people might think,
i want to be more mature in thinking about stuff,
i want to jump more sing more cry less and be more optimist,(be more?u never even have been so)
i want to stop my lazy attitude,
i want to start caring about my B-full result,
i want to have a heart for something and someone,
i want to stop hating her,

lastly,

i want you to guide me in doing all this,


numb my heart,stab it.make me heartless.then you can love me all you want.cause i know yre gonna hurt me.

omg yre ugly! :O

so,didnt update for like 14 days?
well thts short.
many thngs happen,stuff u wanna hear,and some u'll just gnna skip from reading it aite?

its 2 in the morn,lately,wait not lately,selalunya la,i cant sleep,AT ALL in the night,then i go to sch,then i go back,i reach my bed,then,P O O F !drop dead,till like almost buka time.but today,dated 09.09.09*HAHA,i slept at 5?gtal text org tu,till buka,my sister marah2 suro bgon.i minum air,then heck!takde mood nak makan,i msuk tidur balik.good thng daddy's nt around(: i bgun balik,WAT THE TOOT!?12?yes,its freakishly TWELVE!gosh,then boleh puulak i smbong tido again,till 12.30.HAHA,wtv wtv,bgon mandi,makan.then online la,cause i have no idea what to do anymore.grrr-.-

school,some part of it gtting nastier,some of it make me reach 100% of happiness!! im on cloud 9!haha,wtv.

i tried not to hate anyone(:more love,no war kan?though kat sch,i can see my haters everywhr i try to calm n chill.but lately i found it really fun beating and hitting my fren.like naz,i hit her,kick her la mostly,till she gt bruises on her butt,and cant rmmber who i pinch till so teruk,though i rmmbr i pernah pinch fatin till TWO bruises,but that,was so an ACCIDENT!no niat or so.so yeah,try and cari pasal with me,im nt using words no mre,imma let my fist do the talking.wait isnt that mke me a bullier?OMFG.imma freaking bullier :O

then,oh yeah.rmbr i gt say imma do a show fr merdeka,turn out im just doing fr hari koko,so yeay!cse puasa right,n im sooo ta-ha-yerd!-.-.plus with i didnt sleep at night habit,i look like a living zombie in schooloh wait,thts nt true,IM HYPER IN SCHOOL!gahaaa,i kick ppl's butt,i scream,i laugh so bad,i never did my homework,teheeee ;)) when i gt soo angry with something,n no one cari pasal with me,i just hits myself,since if i hit others,that will be tooo cruel aite?haha.

dnt call 'them' darling anymore kay darling?HAHA,jk:* ilyt.

huff huff,im outta words u see.

okay gt it,TODAY,im soooo happeh!i sat at the belakang sekali tho im triple S:small slow stupid,tcher let me sit thr,of crse there is a reason of me wanting to sit there,ngeheeeeeeeee:DDDD.im in 1S so mcam belakang sekali tu dekat pejabat,n the one whre all the views are lawa:)

i like to smile to ppl lately,i thnk its fun n nice seeing ppl replying it,so pple,DO REPLY IT,or imma.err,idk,just smile back la!
time's moving fast kan?its bulan 9.then raya cuti,then PMR,then end year exam.then cuti bulan 11 n 12.awww awww,dammit man,nnt my so called "darling" dah takde,shit.-.-

oh and kak yaz,i can sooo get over u :P :P

oh and did i mention,nxt year we r having all our coco actvty on one reaking day only?WEDNESDAY!grr,n tcher said,she will kunci the gate,but hah,idts :P

some tall ppl hug me,and they have to bend,i actually kissed her NECK,omg,HAHA.im gay x)

imma very very jealous person kan?;(
i also have this habit of copying ppls act.grr-aw!

meow,im ouuta things to say man.

seni n geo tak siap.wtv,mlas nk kesah dah.

oh my fringe dia sakit lately,di straight! haha,weeeeeeee x)me no knw y?wtv,i can tie my hair,no more mushroom,mop,sotong head anymore.my god im crapping a lot.
its danerous to crap here,so toodles.imma crap in my books where i can actually write EVERYTHING ;DD

oh and i like to draw on my hand now,doodles,yah,write ppl's name,yeay <3 me likey*kenings

f-fa-FAII!
im triple F n triple S :P

ehem-ehem's

HELLO FELLOW HUMAN RACIST,I AM UR MASTER NOW U SHALL BOW TO ME OR UR LIFE IS IN A MASSIVE DANGER ! MUAHAHA,DIE YOU,DIEEEEE!!!

okay fine i can nver say that.bt i rlly want to.(:
tday i chatted with kak aliya thru ym.a few minutes before,my cousin and i cakap-cakap.okay i was at my cousin's.i was checking kak aliya's blog,n i said to her,"cute kaan??"cause there was a pict of doodle of kak aliya n her boyfren.n then my cousin was just asking whats his name,i cakap la,Ashman.n then,my cousin was like HUH? cause there was a senior at her school name ashman.n then i say tak mungkin la.n then i showed her ashman's myspace.suddenly she said HAA!tu dia! n then we were both screaming,shouting,jerit-ing,u name it la.haha.then strght away tell kak aliya,since like she's online.MIAHAHA,it was still "some" news to me,since like,what relation can u find between my cousin n kak aliya's boyfren?then,we chatted abt my *coughcough* i hope i cn bring her to my first *cough.HAHA.

n then now,im home from some passed away ceremony thngy.idk why,bt when i enter-d that person house my heart sume felt hot.neeh,nothing la.

peace out home dawgs!**fred's

ALIENS!

OMG!i just found my notebook tu.and,aww.i miss being a doof n draw weird stuff,well weird-er than i am now la.haih-.-

faii.
kiddykiddy-boomboom!

refresh

im a faker.

okaaaaayyyy,weird.idk how to strt.wtv,im being a big faker lately.since i fake smiles n happiness.but wtv,who cares.im kinda okay now.yeah.n i hate u PN.L BIG TIME!eff u la.soulmate tau my story kan?tu pon ta cite abes.like fish gila.even the form 5 senior ade cite abt her n her snoopid cnslng.F!u big fat liar.dah la nama je cnslng,but for god sake,U SCREAM AT ME!u freakishly scream.okey?ike wats tht huh?dah la,im nt going to other stupid cnslng again.babi-.-

i miss this girl.a lot.i even make a name tag saying *FAI LOVE ____
haha,so seeing tht nme tag heeled.fine,im stupid.hesh-.-but it've been a while since i last talked to her.and everyone say i have a crush on her,yeah rite.so called crush je lah kan?

Nor Aliya Khairul Muzammil:D
this is my soulmate:P.haha,jealous ye ppl!i love her gila2.i told her evrythng!n no she didnt even show a bit of -face-of-boredom.bgos kn?she's someone i can find senang susa.aiyaa,crappy suda.she rock bebeyh!akk,'titew ehem kmo0' en?LMAO!<3forever greatest soulmate :D

fir,fara,aisyah

.idk why.suddenly je,rindu kt korg.oke,fai is kinda sick lately.mental disorder sikit.so let it be.

i got calon pngawas.
WHAT THE FUCKKKK?haha,btol la,i thought pn.parimala was making some kind of joke ke apa.haih,i swear i jerit pagi tu.in shock la,takkan teruja.ee.ouh well,dapt dah,ta dapat takpe.im nt craving fr it.

*mouth bleed.ahhhhh,i taste blood.mulut darah lg.shittos!darah ta sedap sgt.but bole ditelan la.

wait,yeah.WHO'S THAT GIRL YG NAK MATI SGT TU?
pegi bgtau PN.L abt my prob sume apahal kau?no i dont need ur concern lah pig.MYOB!
jmpa kau,siap.

im a psychopath.no really,i really am a weirdo,maniac sikit.bt wtv.lately im being MORE psycho than ever.so macam beware je la.

i like to sing now.no,i know my voice lg worst than those frogs,bt who cares kan?im happy singing:D.the only happy thngs i can do.

ilovekakpi,
ahha,ttbe doh.:-*

byeee human.

suicide might do well,real well

FUCK YOU!

that is for nobody.im so so mad at everyone,like EVERY SINGLE SOUL THAT BREATH NEAR ME.so better get ur ass away from me.urgh,that's it.u dont care bout me.well i think no one really do care.so wth did i expect from you.there's no diff if im dead pon kan.THIS IS FOR EVERYONE.no one in mind.so yeah,no need shitting ur crap saying u care.I KNOW!i kept giving love,n all i keep n still gtting is HATE or NOTHING.but who the hell care kan now.im just another person.i had enough.of this shitty-empty-cruel world.I HAD ENOUGH!i believe in ppl easily,n wat do i gt in reply,FAKEEEENESSS!all u care is abt urself.once u gt wat u want,im done u cn just say bye to me aite?well guess wat?IM NOT YOUR FUCKING OBJECT U CAN PLAY AROUND.behind this stupid smile of mine,there's THOUSAND of PAIN,TEARS that are waiting any seconds to gt out.but yeah,WHO THE HELL CARE kann????im sick of people taking me as their hye-bye friend.well yeah,i know,ALL YOU PEOPLE ARE SICK N HAD IT WITH ME RIGHT!?now,enough faking,be real.say what u want to say.SEE IF I MIND NOW!

ystd,i said its my i hate u day,guess wat,its not me who's saying it.ITS EVERYONE ELSE.

i dont care if i die,so should u,

u cant imagine me,

today,blablabla.

morning,woke up 6.50 like hell,omg.haha.lateeee.blablabla,agama,ask marie to sampaikan something to fiona,last2 ta sampai.haih,da ta bole caye kt dia da la.then,normal math.recess.Lk,lit,sej gt teacher bt tanak msok klass.then EFFIN SENI!haha,almost half of the class kna demerit.including me,of course!ahh,biala.we play je :D.then this Pn.T gt problem with me,aku je dia aim-.-'''


then,ouh yea today,i jealous sgt.wait i didnt mantion it before.i have jealous issues.like gila sangat.
today i gt jealoused with or by:(initial je)
EEEEEEEEFFFFFFFFFFFFF
WHHHHHAAAAAAAIIIII
ASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
DEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

ergh,im being a psycho lately.i stare ppl and like mcm freaking out kan tht ppl.haha,sorry didnt mean it 'thhaaaat' way.i suka stare.

tmr is my
i hate u dayyyy ;)
so ppl,im just going to say i hate u,freely n easily.

stuuuppppsssss,bye la peepo.n I HATE U!

:3

so

death,im expecting u.

hello.earthling.im.faizah.
and im still learning.HAHA,like miss.G je xP

okay,i swear before opening this blog n all shit,i gt LIKE A GEZILIONNN thng to write,dah buka,im like blank gila.so im just gonna crap abt stuff tht i rmmber,okay?

oh cheer.
i tak say anythng abt cheer comp en?so it was grr-eight.i mean sume did great n all.bt they were team yg lebih great.so my school tried our best.*i still thnk sellors deserve to win **wink;))
and best thng is that,i gt my first hug *from someone* there**omg,double wink!
okay sakit mata,bnyak sgt wink.

school.
normal,total normal.nthng intresting.not even stdies,WAIT ESPECIALLY NOT STUDIES!haha,ouh yea,project.oh well i shall do it 1 day before it is suppose to b send.bagos kan?:D.wattttt,i hv bout THREE project,waktu yg sama plak tu.like wth la cikgu ni.

omg,im outta word-____________________-

wait,with kak pi permission,
fiona shazlin.(cheh,mcam nk buat biography plak.)
i like ym-ing with her,she never ignore me.she's optimist n im pessimist.so its good.i will negative everythng she said,n she'll try to make it positive bck.i like to go merajuk with her.haha.shes nice.layan-ing my emotional n all.especially when malam2,i like to crap,n i go all emo.i dont really care wat ppl want to say bout her.all i know that i like n love her.haha,ingat tu kak pi;)).she always making me to look at the bright sight over thngs,yea told u,shes optimist.n to the guy yang she like tu,u're one lucky guy okay.if u dant love her,i'll kill you,MWAHAHAHA;)))

ahh,now,habes word lg.

lets crap,
u know like sometime i cakap to ppl tht i want to die cause im tired of living.i describe it like this.im alone,n my heart is taken out but im still alive,u put my heart at a railway n the train is non-stop,the link between my heart n me is still there,its like an endless pain.after one train,another will come.though there's a pause after every train.the heavier the train,the more i wanted to let go of my heart,but i just cant.so people,when i say i wanna die,im not kidding.

and yeah,thnks kak diana.tulis nama fai.i love u too
erm,dah la,bye bye baybieee :-*

free fall

hey peepo!

lama tggal this stuff en?kay,updating.wait,Wat was i going to write again?
pesss,bodo.i always frgt.
anith.
ouh yea,hari tu anith datang!awwww,lama didnt see her.i mean like LAMA GILA!rindu,first she mcam dont know me.then i say ''ingat tak?"she teros grab me and angkat me-.-.tht girl is energetic.she is so skinnayh:S.i love her!i tak habes2 hug her.haha,lpas rindu.and then dah tu nk blah dah she said,"bye budak umbrella"sheshhhh,bcause of my hair,dia pon gt ask why i cut my hair.hehe:D

then wednesday ta dtg,my perot saket gila okey.hesh=.=

erm,today ada cheer pract.kak na ada.she baik juga.ask my name n all.haha.okay then kan.i was turning my blurr n moody face.i was bored i tell u!then kak min came to me.dia ddok la beside me.first she talk to kak amy.blablabla.then kak amy blah,so she talk to me.rindu dia:(.stupid-.-'.she pegang2 my hair, n said i should nipiskan.yeah,i know.macam helmet u know.cept UGLIER!.then,blablabla.balek.ruma tido.

whaiiiii,emmmmm(ym)
just now i chatted with kak pi.i cakap smthng,tht will gt me into 8 times of pinch,ouch!(hiding from kak pi)but true,im sooo emo these day.i take ppls word srsly.idk wats wrong wth me.:S
haih-.-".

H1N1.
days by days,mny ppl are wearing mask in school.n no nvr ever expect me to wear it.cause I WANT THAT H1N1!so can die faster!haha,choiii!.bt serious wey,easier way to die.

kak mera,she's soo my cinapek!haha,dah la suka raba org pnya toot*.well,i din gve back her nme tag:P

autograph book.
my autograph book,maken lama mken full with LOVE.yg dah sign,kak fiona,kak yazmine,kak diana,kak aliya,amandaT,kak yummy,cuna,anis,n i dah ta ingat sape la en.kak mera is signing now.after this?guessguessguess=P

cheer comp.
idk,no cmmnt.wtv pon,GO SELLORS!n GENESIS la.n blablabla,lame ppl giving wish so yidiyidi yadaaaa.

my result.
mid term was sooo,stupid!i gt number 10.with ONLY 3A,n 2B.others were ALL,i repeat ALL C.my mom n dad was sooo furious.im grounded.dieeeeeee x(

love,
fai.fckng.fntstc

PROBO:0

pang wo!
i felt soo weird.right now.like.my eyes twitch a lot.like its moving by itself.then,my hand,it felt like so sakit.and at wrist there,there's this line.mcam kesan burning,and it does felt like BURNING!
then my foot,suddenly saket,like i nak walk,then i nak jatuh cause it hurts sgt.and my cheek pula,ALL OF SUDDEN ada luka.saket laaa.ahhhhh,smthng happening.help me:(

tags;
gaya n adlyn:thnks
rya:frgt bout her la-.-
mia:nnt,bila i ada mood ye?
nureen:jahat kau kte dia bodoh.HAHA,lol
gaya:i know,i know.nureen mmg:D
misheru:okay.thnks.erm,cant recall,apa?:S

OVERJOYED!

heeeee,so past few days i go to my hometown.not so fun la.
*skipskipskipskip*

today !
gt up,im so eager to go to school on some what reason i pon tataw.haha.got to school.jumpe people.naz nampak i tros hug me.awwww,she miss me:).then bratur2.assembly.cikgu talktalktalk,then esther sat beside me tau.i should have push her.she's mean people!she lied,i mean she didnt really lie,but she outsmarted me.n now she know my secret.urgh,esther lian is mean people*of crse no one is beleiving me*.erm,blaja.
AGAMA,the first subject.i smiled all the way.i got 80%
then it was KH,okay this is frustrating.i gt an effing 53%:(
then recess.weeeee,makanmakan.haha,and when i want to give a card to kak diana,was super shy!haha,then dah bagi.dah habes recess,she came to me and hug me.AWWWWWWW:)
i love u kak dee:-*
thenit was MATH,77% baybieeeeeeeee:)
BM,paper 1 dpt 33 je.haih=.="
then science Pn.C ada hal kot.so not yet get.
then balek,this is there effing part,OUR SCHOOL DISQUALIFIED for the tarian thngy tu!
fuck,cause SOMEONE have to be so SUPERBUSY la sangat,till banyak bnda ta hantar and,urgh.wasting my time je nak tulis.GAHHHHHHHH:(
then stay with nureen fir lynna rya afzal.
first tu chit chat je with all.then rya lyna afzal pergi SRK.so tooo to the dlessss.
then dgn nureen je.macam bodoh.how we act when yazmine nak dkat sampai the gelabah cam apa ja.haha,nureen ni pon lg bg glabah.gahahaha:)
then jln2 with fir,she gt some prob.so she told me.then,me nureen n fir naik at the uppest floor.gahahaha,they macam scared sgt ouh,nak kena kn i,but last2 SAPE YG TERJERIT?hahahah:)
then home.someone was unsatisfied with my marks:/
ah,frgt it.
byeee people!

tired,got my med :D

okey ysterday n today ada practise.urgh.penat woo.then,smalam ingat semua org masok joget inang n zapin.then today dia bahagi2.i gt in inang.gah.MY LEGS HURT MAN!but kak farahiya yg ajar inang,so more fun la.sbb if joget tu adek kak faya yg ajar,so i tengok dia buat macam pening je ouh.gahaaa :)).then kak faya plak suka joking.ngeeheeee :D.especially when we do the inang tu,she said macam thief je.GAHAHA,then fir plak cakap ktaorg tade butt!cheh.-.-'.ahha:).now we pening abt clothing.school tanak sponsor not even a cent man!nanti dah menang skolah juga ambek credit!hampeh betol.geee,im tired now.kak dee ni plak kjap2 hilang.ym gila-.-''.

curve,AINA,stay up,school,b'day!

heee:D
ikot turutan ye?
curve:well,actually i cant really go.but after the begging n all.POOF!im there:).late la.heh-.-'.then sampai redbox.ade aina fatin n fir.mmekak sikit nad rya n mia was there.then habes:((.then jalan2 at cineleisure.i belanja aina big apples!then there was a hot dude.eh eh,i mean there was many hot dudes! xD.the iPhone dude,the guitar dude,the camera dude.bnyak la.but the ecopark dude weird O_o.gahaa,then homie:DD

the stay up:okey,waktu siang tu,aina dtg my house!weeeeeeeeee xD.talktalktalktalk,playplayplayplay.dia balek.i gave her n her sister 2 books.i signed!then hughug n do the not-so-secret-handshake fr the last time.i almost cry man.muka dah tak tahan.she was like me best angel ever!

then malam tu,WHOA!fir said she staying up!so yea,joinin'.teheee,pastu staystay sleepysleepy eateat talktalk call call msn-ing webbiewebbie.gila la lame.mostly i LMAO-ing the whole nite.i mean morning.teheeee,we started at 11-ish,smpai 6.30-ish!gahaaa,then i dah nk kna siap sikit.then pergi ruma afzal at 7-ish,then jalan go to school.so sunyi-_-.then jumpa fir n all.i tngah ngantok juga.tataw la fir.balek homie.sampai tros DEAD DROP!till 7-ish la.

thenthen,tgk phone,shittay i just rmmber i tak wish kak diana lagi.GAH,i mmg plan nk wish,but dont know when.heee:D.dia mcam mrajuk je kt text dia.then i called her.talk sikit je.sebab dia mcm takde mood.then she texted me kata she's sleepy.cheh.shes not in selayang:(.then texttexttext.she wants a hug for her bday from me,AWWWWWWWW:).maybe i'll give u one!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAK DIANA BUXTON!
fuckin' love u!:-*

my lil miss sunshine is you:)

hey people=D

teheee,long time no bloggy,erm so yeah i pon tak tau nak write ape.*stupid*
erm,might just talk bout today or just some other randoms stuff.
today,went movie.nite at the museum 2.it was funny.and amelia tu pretty:)
n when larry kiss amelia yang first tu,my cousin was like ''urgh!'' i was LMAO-ing.cause on that scene dah la senyap,ppl was senyap n no sound effect tau.loud plak tu dia cakap.hahaha:))
then mcd.then homie.erm,then fought with my sister macam *toot* je.ah,frget it.talking bout it would only make me sicker!
erm,then tuition.today's tuition like nthng sgt kot.nthng intresting happen.cept tiff teach me moooorreeee chinese!weeeeeeeee xD
me love chinese.idk why,it have this some kind of attraction to me.heee,wanna learn more bout it.and kak diana text la,suro bace blog dia.then i was curious to read.erm,i read it.tan shi,wo pu ming pai @_@.ngahaha:DD.takpe2.kak diana ni suke prasan.its okay la,cause some of her perasan-ess ade betol juga.yes yes,i fucking love u.HAHA.erm,now me cuzzie n sissy is asleep,n im bored.im the only fella whos still awake n not sleepy man.hish,stupid coke make me hyper man!xD

toodles ppl<33333333
fai miss you!

ps:ouh yea,whoever yg knal nadhirah afiqah,here's her new msn add:nnaadd123@h.c.add her up ppl!

apologies

okay,sorry fr my previous post.
yes gaya,im sorry because ter-perasan the second thng for me.
but the first n scond?ouh well,should just frget bout tht.
nway,im here to say my biggest apology to all.yes yes,im sorry
fire should not fight with fire.that will just make things worse.
and to all readers yang tinggalkan tag tu pon,yeah im sorry to hurt ur gaya low here,
so sorry.i know nureen said gaya n herself have forgive me though i didnt said sorry pon.so yeah i said it.sorry:(

love,
faii
i miss u!

G E D I K !

HEY PPL=)

okay,firstly exam was boring,srsly.i cant sleep,i cant talk icant walk,n all we gotta do is answer the damn question!
grrr!im sure some of u r also sick of it kan?well,pity my monitor daniella,she was absent for two days might be three tmmorow.fail!aww,well,i still dunno why she didnt cme:(.geo half-half hard n easy.pj was so easy!others,no comments!

okay today story,in school ta ingt,balik ingt:D
okey,balik,teman sofea n nad n thira toilet-ing.HAHA.lama man.=.="
then canteen,walk2 with yvonne n sof n thira.nad didnt stay.well her face was sad:S
then go back canteen.nmpak kak fiona n yazmine,pity kak yazmine her jelly thngy jato(laugh vry hardly in heart:DD)then talk abt cherating,im so gonna sulk bout not getting one room with yazmine!grr,kak fiona la ni.suddenly she also go!ahh:(
gadoh2 with yazmine bout that.well obvsly,i lose.then kan,i was like whispering smthng to sof.n didnt realize that they were quite,HAHA.yazmine can hear i was talking bad stuff bout her.well not so bad la.kinda joking je.then,they want to go.so kak yazmine like dah jauh so bye-byed kak fiona,then kak yazmine marah pulak=.=".she said just say bye to fiona n not to her.HAHA.funny n cute.so i bye-byed her loudly!
then tak blah lg,borak then blah.erh,the lepaked with kak mai.talktalktalktalk!
then fir dtg with her *toot* butt.pitypity!then pegi senior toilet,cause they were guys in the junior toilet,i mean MAN.haha.then gossipgossip.balek.

balek,chat lg dgn kakak gedik,yazmine.haiyaa.erm talktalktalktalk.then tuition time!
sampai,go up.turun balek,saw my so called sibling+a mummy(LOL!)nmpak kak yazmine bt i buat2 tak nmpak:).then she was like ''ha,tak payah cakap hye kan?"haha,slalu nk mrajok cmtu.nmpk kak sara or icaa,she wants my psp,so borrowed her.then suddenly ingt tngah broke.mintak kak yazmine belanja,n she did!yeay!then go to the counter,saw MY DREAM MAN,n that gedik-gila-kak yazmine try to steal him,she go n mnggedik-gedik kt dia.GAHH,marah gila!then lupa kak yazmine pnya phone is with me,haha,nk trambek da.then saw kak aida.then went up.then da strt klass,kak yazmine go n cari me n the class,then i dont know why they were so quiet when she entered.she wanna give back my psp:)).then the teacher said,
"ur sister ke?"to yazmine
"no la"
wats ur connection then?"
"my junior"then she go.then tht teacher ask again n again whether shes my sister or not.i was like OF COURSE NOT LA!muka like hell,tak sme lgsg.then they(the boys) were like sister la,n some of them said im her *toot*,tht time i was MAD!then i heard one of the boys said,
"ha?whats her name?dustbin buxton?"
OMG,I SWEAR I WAS REALLY LAUGHING MY ASS OUT!hhaahaha:))))
then homie,n im bored now.ouh wait,SHIZZIT!i didnt study sejarah,well wat happen hapens right?god bless me:D


do u guys realize tht there's too many kak yazmine's name?well,tht's bcause kak yazmine ask me to,n she said her nme vry good cn bring luck n "men-cantik-kan" my blog.shes damn prasan.ouh well,satisfied now?haha,kakak kotak!~

taa ppl!:)

last thng,"yea sure i don't want to fight with u too,nor do i wanna mke peace with u!yea,wtv DOAB:)its better like this right?"

CHERATING!

C H E R A T I N G !

aww,stupid cherating thngy la.first i wanna go with this miza kid.suddenly she said not confirm,so i also said no need go.suddenly kak yazmine nak sgt i go.but told her i dont hve frens AT ALL.then i ajaked nazreena.she first said like can.suddnly cannot.then ajak afzal,she said cannot then can pulak.n now SUDDENLY nurul nadhirah afiqah just called!she said nk pergi!weeeeeeeeee xD
imyhfdm!gila la,first dia mcm ta sure,pastu nk.and then i pulak kte mcm tanak.then dia merayu-rayu juga suro i pergi.so yeah,CHERATING,HERE I COME BAYBIE!<3
ouh,and maybe kak fiona pon ade.funfunfun!yeay,cant wait man!
nadnadnad!my miss.galah da ade *toot* bru da!

may this peace stay a little longer

im bored.
haha.and anyway im addicted to milo now.
sgt addicted.i do it differently tho.i put the 3 in 1 tu.pour a lil water,then put the ready made milk.then ice!yeay,so lemak berkrim ye:))
haha,today like i drank 3 cups of it da!weeeee xD
ouh,stupi idiofuckingtic pnya ym.was abt to chat with someone and on tht very particular time juga it went sicko!
heshh=.=".okey,my shortest post ever made=)

DREAM MAN!

so hee,i didnt blog fr hell agak lame ye:)
wat to do?well act,not bcause of exam.its beacause my MOM is setting a time table fr me to follow.bluargh!geramgeram!
haha,kay strt story frm first day exam:
well bfore recess blaja,but cikgu just ask us to blaja sndiri sume.
after recess seni je.i know i will fail,as in FAIL.bfore ths pon dah fail.erm,i picked number 6.ape ntah soalan dia.abt a beach of me n family.me n my adik is building a sand castle.and then,i just strt to draw stupidly.as in i draw a sun,then a mountain followed by a sea.next is the sand.and i tried to draw a family.tp lukis a human pon tak reti.hesh=.=".so yeah warna.im so sure PN.T will say''awk ni nak lukis untuk exam tgkatan 1 atau 6 tahun punya lukisan?"HAHA.just let it be then:)).ouh yea.since i only draw tht i colored my nose RED!.well it was fun.not till sudenly MISS.B pnya time.omaggad!trkjot like hell.dia like advice n macam marah skit.i was scared.damn scared!

exam,day 2:
erm,agama was okayh.easy peasy la.cause i read ths time.cause last time i suck like hell.terok gila!erm.bm penulisan.was quite okay,QUITE okay.mybe i will not get a c.a b maybe.

exam day 3:
science.two word "I'M DEAD!".hee,bnyk org kata it was easy,but yeah.i didnt read.i mean tak sempat baca.like i only read till bab brape tah.hee,oh well.may god bless me!bm1 was easy.so is bi paper 1.erm erm.then stayed back with naz.bo-ho-ring!
haha,nk tengok audition but but.seems no one is coming fr auditions.then kan.iwas playing at the tempat letak tangan at the u know tangga to go to gym.the first one.i mean bfore tht.the pendek one.thira was sitting.so am i at first.then naz ke cakap,sape bole slide.so i was sliding at it slowly.then i take a look at the hall.OMG,PN,pari2 was looking straight into my eyes.iget so scareddd i run to the canteen.i tengok la dekat in the middle pnya door tu.PN.P was using the other way pulak.then i run at the back of the canten.and then i know i cant run nymore.so i juz sit there and act normal.then PN.P came to me.n marah2.then pn.chong pon dtg.aiyak.until 2 guru disiplin.at first it was scary.but they're not tht bad.so afer the scolding tu.i laugh.rmmbering i kena marah with them:)
then,wait at the walk way.saw manda!hughug,sweaty gila la!
haha,erm,pei hui was crazy.siao i tell u!
kak pi pula,try to ''jaga hati'' pei hui.haha and tak habes2 kata skittles warna kuning tu taste like sabun basuh pggn.HAHAHA.
esther,n fiona was doing ths stupid dance.the part where fiona almost touch esther's *toot* was friggin funny!
then homie homie!
tuition wasnt tht cool.i dont get to see my dream man!
HAHAHA.okay.im done.panjang btol post.

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the little thing u do to me are taking me over.

EH,please la wey,if u tak bole baca ke.get someone to guide u.the first sentence and few more tu,YES IT'S FOR U.selebihnya NOT for u.haih,klau tak tau TANYA.ni just like marah2 ta psal2 like ape kau ni?and yes i hate u,ohoho there's a reason,u hate me,i hate u:)
u sndiri cakap i gedik,over-ly gedik.and much more.and the part where,''who do u hate-faizah hassan''.like the fucking shit is that?huh?
ouh,DO I SRSLY LOOK LIKE I GIVE A DAMN IF PPL HATE ME?srsly la wey,tak payah asking ppl to ignore me,and KECOH-KECOH satu dunia tht im gedik,buat aku popular je.
and wat the hell?U DIDNT MAKE ME ANGRY?ouh yea,i just learned by saying u hate me,im gedik,im tamak n all tidak menyakitkan hati kan?WOW,wat a discovery!
yea,wtv,u thnk i'll care?so yeah,again I HATE U TOO:)
for god sake la,dah tau benci tu,stop bothering to talk abt me,gossipgossip ke,or ejek2 aku.u hate me i hate u,wat more cud u ask for?


okey im done:) so hee,today?i study2.like urh,sejarah didnt finish=P
erm then,stay back,SENI PROJECT,good god la,seni also hve project kan?
erm yea,WE TOOK 2 HOURS TO STICK ALL THOSE STUFF:) all MELANIE N MICHELE LIM's(a.k.a MAHYUN jie)fault,they're telling story n very distracting lah wey!
then,homie,chat with pei hui,I AGREE WITH U,tht DOAB is so idiofuckintic kan?
haha,wtv.

yesterday.
I GOT MY FIRST OFFENCE SLIP on this very particular day,i act kinda sad.n nak cry like that,but shesh=.=".haha then,it was chan's bday:).hee.then balek time saw Amanda jie,hee.manda u short ah,kinda easy to hug la.she very prasan saying she's nice to hug.HAHA,yea yea,quite true,i repeat QUITE true:D
then ah,kak fiona yazmine all like marah2 me for letak tht scary pic at myspace,wat la?yazmine yang bg one la.her fault la=P
haha,then homie baby.well,ade bad part,consd private,manda know the story.keep it hunnayh!

yesterday punya yesterday.
NOTHING happen,i guess:S

yesterday punya yesterday punya yesterday(okey,this's getting weird la)
erm,yeah sofea n i wear the same bra~.for TWO STRAIGHT DAYS.haha,we ah very close la,best girl fren:)then balek time,saw yazmine,then sof was like,
"hye kak yaz!"
"ouh,hye:)"
*sofea looking at me*and said"fai cakap hye!"
*kak yazmine looking at me and smile and kinda scream"hye FAI!"
bodoh la sofea,i dint say nothng pon=P.then nk go alrdy,she stopped me,to chat bout cherating tu.cakap sket.then sof nak cakap smthng to kak yazmine,and i felt someone's touching my arms,"hye fai",i was like heh?ouh,"hye kak pi!"
then chatted with kak pi,when i was abt to continue to talk to kak yazmine,kak shaeera came n like touching my pendrive punya tali tu, and like "LIVERPOOL?eee,manchester la!"
and then i said,"blergh,MU sux,"then sofea was high five-ing kak shaeera,kak yazmine was like supporting me n liverpool.hesh=.=".then we go back,BUT then i lupa,the convo btween me n kak yazmine,DIDN'T end yet,haiya,banyak sangat interuption la.
then lepak with sof at the kedai there,there was this one DOG,coming very near to us,till we like SCREAM u know,sangat menakut kan la tht scary looking dog.then tuition,saw yazmine,but then i lupa nk tanya her again.HAHA,she wear baju MILO u know,i call her kakak milo=P.LOL.
okey,tnight got tuition,sngt malas=P.i miss her:(

freakin' shit headed girl,n that biatch

I want to be rich and I want lots of money
I don't care about clever, I don't care about funny
I want loads of clothes and fuck loads of diamonds
I heard people die while they're trying to find them
And I'll take my clothes off and it will be shameless
'Cause everyone knows that's how you get famous
I'll look at the sun and I'll look in the mirror
I'm on the right track, yeah I'm on to a winner

I don't know what's right and what's real anymore
And I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore
When do you think it will all become clear?
'Cause I'm being taken over by The Fear

Life's about film stars and less about mothers
It's all about fast cars and cussing each other
But it doesn't matter 'cause I'm packing plastic
And that's what makes my life so fucking fantastic
And I am a weapon of massive consumption
And it's not my fault, it's how I'm programmed to function
I'll look at the sun and I'll look in the mirror
I'm on the right track, yeah we're on to a winner

Forget about guns and forget ammunition
'Cause I'm killing 'em all on my own little mission
Now I'm not a saint, but I'm not a sinner
Now everything's cool as long as I'm getting thinner

=this thing describe so much abt nowadays life,n ME;(
grr,note to those fuckin' bitch:i don't fuckin care if u thnk im annoying.u said im so 'keco'.well who's keco-ing now n being all immatured?ouh yea,fucking shit head girl.stop bitchin n talk shit abt others when it doesnt have to do with u.u dont even know the whole story.u just go n tell the world what u heard.n yea,no wonder lots of people hate u.IT'S BECAUSE OF YOUR FREAKIN' ATTITUDE .i regret believing u.where else,i should have believe my siblings n friends.u hate me?do i look like i give a damn?n yea,the seniors is only for YOU,isnt it?is it like so wrong to be frieends with them.i never even choose them from u guys,now u make me changed my minds.it seem they are far better than u guys.ATLEAST,though im not so close to them,they DONT HURT MY HEART n crush it into a million pieces n act like nthng happen.i fucking hate u firzana redzuan and gaya low.i really really do.

budak gedik xD

yeah,i know i was awaayy fr awhile.the sickness tht come n go like shit only.eff.i hate it.wen i was planning to buy some meds the pain was gone wen i cant find a way to buy some the pain is killing me.my SEXAYH voice tht come n go.like sai!
urgh,n dizzyness.gahh.wtf?thts it.if im at school i swear im gnna swear myself xD

okey i cant rmmber wt hppen thurs&fri-day.argh then yesterday goes to cuzen house.house warming.yidi yidi yada.
then the UNPLANNED sleepover.fr one night.heck-.with those chaos kids around.
they all look so like mat salleh?so innocent,till the horns came out n each bcomhe soo devil-ish.
gahh,some ugly pic of me n jasmin.jasmin u're evil.u know tht?if i didnt play with her SHE WILL CRY,damn,then hoping fr me to come at her n pick her up.so heaavayh.god knows how breathless i am.then home.
urgh,dad was bising.cause i want a raise on my *blurr fr a while* oky idk hw to spell it.my pocket money la senang,
grr,'wat dad,foods r much more expensive thn urs in ur days,n i hve to sty bck fr like 3-4 days a week' wish i cud say tht.but nahh,u dont want to see me half dead at school right?
okey im bored.urgh,i miss my milo jie.haha,bodoh.some ppl act call her tht.i heard stupid random shit bout them mking me lmao-ing.haha.okay.
im outta here bastard which will b killed by me *boom!* **saw head rolling on floor,with a room full of blood**

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DAMN U MY INTERNET x(

haha,yeah i can log to to blog thngy but nt to msn.wtflu?
haih,let it be then,urm yea.as always let strt like waaay in the morn. xD
wait nthng really happen in the morn.WAIT there is(:.i didnt see ''someone'' today.
where is she.din come ke?argh wtv la.then agama.blergh=P
i wasnt paying attention.and wen i almost undrstnd wat teacher teach ade ppl cari i pula.
srsly god,u dont want me to learn ah?ouh let it b.some gud neighbours pnya ppl cari.
ruppanya i hve to kutip derma n stuff.gah.i kutip whole form 3 n half form 2.
i was hoping fr form 5.*regret tak mntak tuka*
ish,then uhh,duhhh+_+*head hit keyboard*
ha?wat??ouh yea where was i?ou yea,erm then like normal n stuff.
then balik.stay fr not-so-fun-but-better-thn-other-unit uniform pandu puteri.
grr,s'ddenly dinah said ade kna buat show.heh?ah,i mlas nk pegi meeting so i pegi the show thngy thng:))
then.uh,balik la.walk2 pusing2 jalan2 with SUGARfirzana:)
wen we're chatting always we dont know where we goin.until we sedar like''eh why r we here?''
haha,then balek bluargh=P
and went online.i didnt realise time was moving sooo FASTT till i see the time it was almost 7 alrdy.damn u tuition!
go tuition,hoping to see somebody,but hopeless I DIDN'T.grrrr!
but i saw mny frm 3 pnya orang kt sana,baizuria n my class prefect yi wen.
the funny thng is,waktu blk td.yi wen was like so sweating.n she was sitting.i pon like jatuhkan myself on her n hug hern she go''eh i tnga sweat la.busukla.''
haha,then now at tuition i saw her STILL WEARING HER PINAFORE.hahaha:))
so much for the odour=P
then study2.tuition tyme tht gay math teacher tba2 mara.he rarely been mad,so it was FUHREAKAYH!
gah,then science was pretty good.wen its geo i listen to my psp je xD
still i can hear the teacher la.but i was TOTALLY BLURRED OUT with tha quest:S
i was hitting myself n said ''why am i sddenly bcome ths stupid mann Dx''
selepas itu tiba2,BANG i was pandai again yeay.i can aswered some of the quest:)
hahaha:))
then went home.home like norm.and then here i am=)
im bohoring now.n kinda sleepy.
OUH DAMN,wth la kan?wen i dont hve hwork im hyper n cant sleep.wen i do hve a lots of hw im soo sleepy:S
grrr,grr,grr!
tata la ppl~

-the end-

ps:where is she?cant find her the whole day:S
pss:my sugarFIR know who i like,the ''three human being''.
psss:i didnt hug her,AND REGRETTING WHY I DIDNT WEN I HVE THE DAMN CHANCE.
pssss:told ya hugs r meaningful to me xD

so ystrday ade tuition:)
i like friday's class,cept fr bm,BM U JUZ RUIN THE FUN-NESS OF FRIDAY=P
then,umm home and went online,but malas update mlam td:)
then i chatted with ths cute skinnayh girl:))
we gossiped,shes really a fun girl to talk to:D
well,pei hui,u're fun=D
haha,i <3 u skinnayh girl:)

okey,done with tht.now i hve nthng to talk abt:S
n ouh i hve a vry boring day today.i done my hwork(well most of them)
and juz sleep all day=P
argh,im hungrayh.toodles,eating tyme:)
<33 u!